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if there was a girl's football team..i would join. :) it would be fun because then i would get to ram into other people.

but i'd prefer ramming into people that are the SAME height as me.

i remember last year i was playing football with the boys at church and varun crashed into me because he didn't see me. he knocked the wind out of me and i almost died. -_-

jerry called me a loser because i have an imaginary friend named fred. -_-

me and jessica kao baked cookies. :) the cookies would've came out perfect except we lacked REAL measuring utensils... -_- my sister took all the measuring tools with her to college. it's not even her's. ._. so that must mean that she STOLE them.

the first thing i'll do when i go visit her in san diego...is to TAKE BACK the poor measuring cups and spoons. i'll rescue them from her old trashy gloomy apartment and bring them back to the beautiful orange and green kwan house and put them back inside the cupboard. where they belong. that way, the next time i bake cookies, i'll actually have exact measurements instead of having to use a paper cup and a spoon to measure. -_-

but after that, i'll go to vons to buy some new ones for her and give it to her on christmas. :) yes. i think that's a good idea.

joe and jonathan insulted my baking cookies so i got mad and chased joe around with the cutco butcher knife...except i got in trouble by jonathan. -_- and he didn't even get mad at joe.

it's not fair. joe never gets fair punishment. and i always suffer more than he does when we get in trouble.

i remember one time in first grade there was this humongo cardboard box in mimi's house set aside for kids to play inside. and so i was doing handstands and somersaults inside when joe came along. and he said: i could do that too. i didn't want to share the box so i tried to push him out.. but he got in anyway. so we both played in it for a while..but he kept showing off his "moves" and i got mad so i went to mimi's room to read a book. then half an hour later, auntie julia starts yelling about someone breaking a box. and some tattletale said that she saw me playing with the box before. but then someone else said that she saw joe playing with it too. so it's either me or joe who ruined the box. i point at joe and said that he was playing with it last but then he, of course, points back at me and says that i broke it. then because neither one of us would admit that we damaged the box, we had timeout..and joe only had to stand in the corner for fifteen minutes while I had to stand in the corner for THIRTY minutes. i was furious because joe was the one who broke the box when i didn't do anything. but i took my punishment like any dignified queen would.

i was so angry about it before..that i still remember every little detail that happened. >_<

and another time in second grade, he tripped me and i scrapped my knee. to avenge for my knee i spit in his eye. and he started bawling like a badger. and i felt triumphant because i made him cry. but then five minutes later i got yelled at by minna and stephanie. and i tried to tell them that he tripped me but they didn't listen. -_-

@_@ it's not fun getting in trouble when you knoe someone else is supposed to get punished too. especially if that someone is JOE -_-

there are a whole bunch of other stories when i got in trouble while joe got away with it. ._. oasidj. THIS is called injustice. *_* everyone just liked joe better back then. ._.

i don't think anyone has a cookie jar in their house. people just buy cookies and leave it in the box or they make cookies and put
them on a plate. it's only in storybooks that people have cookie jars. for example: and he stuck his hand in the cookie jar and stole a cookie when his mother was not looking. -_- i don't even think they sell cookie jars in supermakets.

oh well. i think having a cookie jar would be fun. i'll just take ceramics class in school and make myself a cookie jar. :D

joe almost got in a car accident on friday because he forgot his glasses at my house. and i laughed because it was funny. then he yelled at me. ._.

there's a boy at my house right now because he thinks that his airplane flew into our backyard. he has glasses and is wearing a black shirt. and he rode his bike to my house. the airplane he described is yellow and purple. it is called the Air Hog. i think my brother once had an airplane like that.

the boy seems really anxious to find his plane hence i must help him go find it. poor boy.

posted by ehkl. 4:48 PM

proverbs 12:1b "...but he who hates correction is stupid." yahaha! look! stupid is in the Bible :D

posted by ehkl. 6:38 AM

so joe yells at me for literally five minutes today. -_-

he said i was making his phone bill go up a couple hundred dollars over his budget..i think he was exaggerating..he always does anyway. >_<

he said to me: if my phone bill goes over the budget, my phone will be taken away. and if my phone gets taken away, i'm going to take your phone away. then if your phone gets taken away, you will have no phone. ahahahaha.

-_- what a nice best friend i have.

i'm sad. everyone keeps getting exasperated at me today. ._. iasdiasjdiasjdisajd.

i went to the principal's office today. her name is dr. cynthia belongnia. since all principals are always "busy," i had to speak to the assisant principal. her name is toni. and i like her because she smiled at me a lot and was very nice to me. she also said that i had a beautiful name. then she gave me a bumper sticker that read: Proud parent of a Glen A. Wilson High School Honor Student. then she told to have a good day.

yay. another wilson bumper sticker to put up on the wall. :)

we had so many wilson bumper stickers in the house so one day my mother just decided to paste them all up on the wall above the food closet. and she saved some in her room too. i think she likes them. i must earn some more for her. for her birthday, i'll give her ten wilson bumper stickers. :) that should make her happy.

last year i wanted to put one on the car but steph says that we shouldn't put those kind of bumper stickers on the car because people from other schools would throw rocks at our car and break the window. -_- oh well. the bumper sticker is not all that great looking either.

i feel miserable. no one wants my limo service for homecoming. ._.

posted by ehkl. 10:28 PM

my siblings are packing canned/preserved foods for their school emergency kit. and then tommoroe they'll put it in a big clean garbage can in their classrooms so that in case there's an emergency, they could eat. and not be scared.

i remember doing that...back in those school days. -_- i miss packing for the emergency food packages. it was so fun! because when crisis hits, you could eat from your emergency bag :)

but sadly to say, no disaster fell upon mesa robles middle school. ._. so i never got to eat from my emergency bag..until the last day of school..when the emergency kits were handed back to the students after being stuck in some old trash can for nine months.

AC:ALSDJaisdjiasjdiasjdasjd. i am so exasperated. >_<

i went to the bathroom five times today. because i needed to go. -_- i think i'm getting bladder problem from tye.

the bathroom monitor was not nice to me today. she frowned at me when i came into the bathroom and said that i did not write my name properly. but i did. i needed to go really bad so i didn't argue with her this time.

i don't have any affable memories of the bathroom monitor. they're all rather unpleasant.

i remember once, i accidentally kicked the toilet seat and made a loud clatter that echoed throughout the bathroom. after i came out of the stall, she yelled at me because i was "trying to break the toilet." -_- ..who would want to break a toilet..it would just make one stall unusable and cause the wait to be longer.

another time, christina kuo signed in for both of us because i was holding too much stuff. then before i could get past her, the bathroom monitor said that i didn't sign my name in. i told her that my friend signed in for me but she kept on insisting that my name wasn't on the paper. i even took out my id card and showed that the name on the sign-in sheet was my name. but then she kept persisting that it wasn't so i kept saying that my name was on the paper until she started shouting at the top of her lungs. then she highlighted mine and christina's name. and i got kind of scared. but i felt so exasperated because my name WAS on the paper. i ended up not even going. -_-

because she highlighted my name, i always sign in with another name instead of evangeline kwan. today i signed in as christina kao. tommoroe it will be avaril kimashi.

besides, i wouldn't feel good knowing that someone would be looking at the number of times i go to the restroom a day. *_*

i tried to take a nap todae because i felt dreadfully tired. but i couldn't fall asleep.

i don't think sleeping is fun. -_-

posted by ehkl. 11:03 PM

i got my first hug from alice todae :)

my mother wouldn't let me go to e-zone to study with jams [james] and tai and some other physics people. she said we might end up playing games. -_- but i don't even knoe how to play computer games.

seong doesn't like his name so he tells everyone to call him sean. but seong sounds pretty so call him seong from now on.

i'm so embarrassed. i'm cried AGAIN today...

but the thing is that..that's not the real me. i usually don't cry. i don't like crying. it's too "girly-girl." it's like a "sin" to me. i shouldn't be crying. crying makes me feel weak...it makes me feel like a failure..it makes me feel stupid..it makes me feel like i need to cry more and more.. it makes me realize how hurt or how sad i feel.. it makes me feel guilty..it makes me feel like i'm not loved.. it makes my eyes hurt.. it makes everyone come and say "are you okae evangeline?..what happened?" and make me cry more.. it makes me feel the pain..makes me think about everything that's happened..it just makes me feel so sorrowful..makes me feel bad because i'm supposed to be happy..because i should be.. so other people would be..because i hate hate hate seeing other people feeling sad and depressed..it makes me feel like i have to do something about it..it just totally brings down my day. ._.

today during ministry time at church, i started crying..and my good 'ol bestest buddie wilbur brings me a stack of tissues.. -_- i think he thought that i was going to cry for an hour like last time.. but i didn't. i ended up using two of them but ruined the rest.

he kept saying all this random stuff to me to cheer me up.. like: hey! let's talk in chinese! nee hao! and he starts rambling on in chinese.

he told me not to cry because i look ugly when i cry. -_- great. so be prepared to see the ugly face of evangeline when she cries.

joe just took my koolio blue skater backpack, named albert, and danced around with it.

did you knoe that webb and vivian webb are married? :) schools get married too.

mike got exasperated yesterdae because he was trying to explain that webb and vivian webb are two different schools but the same school. asidj. i don't knoe. -_- it would make sense if webb was for the guys, and vivian for the girls..but webb is co-ed and vivian is not. but they're the "same" school. ._. oh well. i'll try not to think about it.

but i knoe i will...at night.. before i go to sleep. i'll be thinking and thinking and wondering about it.. about some stupid school named webb. @_@

i hate how my brain stores up useless information easily..and when it's information that i really need to remember, it somehow just forgets. -_- that is why i need to write on my hand all the time..i'm pretty sure it's the same for the rest of the kwans.

sorrie..it's all my fault. i don't think i should go.

drew's password for his AIM sn is one of hiroshima [sherman]'s nicknames...i found that very strange.

did you knoe that there's a different between "are you my friend" and "am i your friend"? i just found that out. :)

jerry pierced his ears. he looks very beautiful...but he said that they hurt. poor jerry. they're not worth the pain.

steph took me and christina and angela and marianna to get boba and treated us out to lunch. :) abraham didn't go because he wanted to play with his friends. -_- oh well. he missed out. because it was fun. we had sweet and sour soup too ^_^ ..which reminds me that i still need to make some for chrisl..because i promised him that i would make it for his birthday. *_*

my physics teacher told us that before his kid was born, he wanted to paste physics formulas all around the room so that his kid would never have any trouble with physics.

that's hip. when i grow up, i'm going to do that to my kid's room too...except i'll put up math and chem formulas too.. and quotes..punctuation and Bible verses. hah! then my kid would be the envy of every mother.

hey meet me in the men's bathroom stall --text message from reuben to seong. o_o

posted by ehkl. 6:38 PM

there was a crosscountry invitational at rosemead high school this morning.

so i was walking on the crowded grass fields of rosemead high school when in the midst of all the colorful jerseys i spotted someone wearing a blue shorts and a yellow jersey that said WEBB on it..never thought that i would run against some person from WEBB. i thought my school wasn't good enough to run against schools like WEBB..even in invitationals. but oh well. probably wilson and webb are becoming friends. :)

i called up johnson because he was in crosscountry too and found out that we were in the same place.

but i couldn't find him..but somehow my eyes fell upon someone that looked familiar. it was andrew [tye]. i've only seen him once so i ALMOST forgot how he looked like. wow. i actually recognized him..

but i knoe i'll always remember that he looks like an andrew..even if he is one...some people just don't look like their names..they don't match.

so i finally find them because tye was with johnson. and mike was there too along with the other webb people. three people i didn't see for a while. it was funny seeing all of them again...somewhere that was not church-related or without joe being there...since i met all of them through joe.

haha..tye has a bladder problem. he kept going to the bathroom...and he even went five minutes before the race started.

i ended up running a bad race again. -_-

i cramped up again and my right tendon was hurting terribly ._.

and i was crying because it was hurting so much that i thought i was going to shoot up in the air and fly in the sky and say hi to God then hit a china airlines plane and fall down because according to physics and the law of gravity, i'm supposed to, and land somewhere on the ground and have someone call 911 so the ambulence would come with its loud cry of sirens and bring me to the hospital where the doctors could fix me up and then i would be on the newspaper because i would be known as the first girl who shot up in the air when she was running and hitting a china airlines plane and falling on the ground and people would say "oh my" and wonder how on earth it happened and they might even be sad because there would be a chance that i would be dead but maybe God would spare my life because He's my friend and i said hi to Him but i don't know because i might have went up to heaven but i would miss everyone horribly and things would be too sudden and i won't be able to finish my physics and us history homework because i remembered that i finished my math homework in class on thursday because it was easy and i had a math quiz on friday but i didn't study because i didn't have time because i have too much to do such as homework, church stuff, people, piano, and many other miscellaneous things because i like to but it gets very stressing sometimes and i break down or else i get exasperate and look like this face >_< because it's the kwan face and i like it because it looks so funny and better than this face ^_^ because i think it does but some people might disagree with me because i don't know how to agree with everyone because people are different because that is how God made each one of us because we are special........but i didn't.

ack. i was so close in getting a medal at the invitational. ;aosidjasiodjasijdiasjdiasjdisjdi. i wanted a medal.

but my stupid foot just had to be injured. *stompstompstomp* i should just cut off my foot! argh. why am i even in crosscountry?! i ran so bad. and i am so sad. [it rhymes :)]

but i can't quit. -_-

johnson made me pinkie promise him that as long as he is in crosscountry, i have to stay in.

my coach isn't letting me run for two weeks. -_- so i'll have to watch other people run while i get to walk around like some crippled old lady ._.

steph's back from her three-day "trip" at san diego..but after sunday, she's going to come back only every other week. -_- why do colleges have to be so far away? when she was in sd, i missed her.

my mother says that i love stephanie too much. -_-

and she also said that i love everyone else too much. ._. i can't help it.

christina is annoyed with me because i'm laughing at her...because i proved her wrong. ehehe..i like proving people wrong. it makes me feel intelligent.

on friday i was struggling with my backpack and duffle bag because they were both excruciatingly heavy. and my mother saw me struggling and told me that she'll get me a rolling backpack or else i won't be able to grow. -_-

today is jerry's birthday. happy birthday jerry. :) haha you should be driving already...seventeen. :) three more years and you'll be twenty. what a big boy. i'm going to bonk you on the head so that you lose a thousand braincells.

michael tan's voice has drastically changed. it used to be "normal" but now it's like other guys' voice. he's not a boy anymore. he is now a guy. -_- i'll be sad when abraham's voice changes. it sounds beautiful. why do boys's voices have to change to a lower pitch? it makes them sound so manly and sometimes menacing.

today abraham tried to give me a hundred hugs all at once but he stopped at nine because he got "tired" and said nevermind. haha i love my brother. :)

my father is famous, blog. he's even on a pastor website that jordan found: http://www.vineyardusa.org/churches/pastors/k.htm
ehehe. i'm so proud of him.

AsN r i C e GaL: i messed up on my crosscountry meet todae
the WoNgstA: ooo
the WoNgstA: did u fall?
the WoNgstA: hAHA dat would be funny if u did
the WoNgstA: and did u trip everyone behind u too?
so much for being sympathetic @_@

drew [chua] says that he feels sorry for my future husband because i'll drive him crazy -_- just because i don't hang up the phone first.

wilbur, michael chen and drew have all tried to make me hang up the phone first. but they all ended up hanging up first because i guess they got exasperated. :)

happy birthday luke ^_^ yay! we're the same age now. hah! now we could be like twins! and we both play the drums too. and guitar kind of. :) smile for me.

on wednesday my chinese teacher told our class that in china, people walk birds instead of dogs.. poor birds.

my mother does so much for us. she's the bestest mother there is in the whole world for the six kwan kids and my father. she cooks for us, cleans up after us, makes sure we do our homework, help us with our homework, provide us everything we need, goes to costco to buy supplies and food for us, gives us hugs, comforts us when we're sad, talks to us, does our laundry, signs our papers, gives us advice, drives us to school and to piano lessons and to church and to any other place, laughs with us, prays for us...so many other countless things..so many things that you do for us that we [i] took for granted. sorry mother.. for not being a better daughter, child, helper and for taking you for granted sometimes. i really don't deserve to have such a great mother. you always give us your all.. you sacrifice so many things just to be with us. thank you mom. i love you.

posted by ehkl. 5:51 PM

my wish came true yesterday :)

i once wished for a hundred hugs in one day.

because they make me feel loved. ^_^

but the closest i got was seventy-three hugs. ._.

so i never did receive a hundred hugs

....until yesterday.

they were hershey hug candies from hiroshima [sherman] ^_^

haha thanks hiroshima :) you made my day.

i was talking to my great "tutor", jams [james], about physics homework when hiroshima said he needed my help with something in his car. then stephen tells me that we have to talk about the evaluation of what happened at cell group. then i don't knoe where i'm supposed to go because everything was going so chaotic.

so i went to talk to stephen because i think he was getting exasperated at me..then steph says: we're going out to eat evangeline! are you coming? hurry up! and then hiroshima says: evangeline! hurry.. and i was like ack! too much was going on at once and i just wanted to shut myself in a room and cut watermelon. *_*

by that time, i think stephen was getting more and more aggravated because there were so many interruptions. but everyone kept telling me to hurry up and hurry up hurryhurryhurryhurryhurryhurryhurry and i kind of got dizzy but i went to get my flip flops and ran outside. then hiroshima says: c'mon evangeline. i still need your help.

so we walk to his car and he opens the trunk. i expected something really big because he said he needed my help to carry something in my house.

but it was quite small..compared to my expecting of something big...

it was glass jar full of hershey hugs and a paper that said: Evangeline Kwan

and i was like what?!

...i felt weird.

then hiroshima walked over and told me to open the paper and to read what it said.

so i open the paper and it read:
Your wish is to have 100 HUGS in a day...
Today your wish comes true....
100 HUG candies!!!
Now will you make my wish come true???
Will you go to Homecoming with me?

i started laughing because i was touched.

then handing me a yellow rose, he asked: will you go to homecoming with me?

then everything started to feel unreal..because the whole thing was so abrupt.

haha..i'm pretty sure everyone knows what i said... @_@

then i realized a lot of people were watching..because they were all crowded together..in front of the car..and they were really quiet too...listening very intently to hear what i would say. -_- i felt so embarrassed.

i ended up giving everyone a hershey hug..because they all wanted to eat one.

my siblings got addicted to the hershey hugs so they kept eating it. so it's half-empty now. -_-

i counted to see if there were a hundred hershey candies.

there weren't a hundred...

because there was more than hundred of them...

haha..the most hugs i got in one day.

thanks again hiroshima :)

posted by ehkl. 4:01 PM

this morning after prayer, all jonathan wanted to do was push-ups or crunches. -_-

i wanted to run but he wouldn't run with me because he didn't want to get sweaty. what a girl. @_@

so at seven o' clock we were both doing push-ups. i did fifteen of them because i'm fifteen. and he did twenty because he's twenty.

then afterwards i fell half asleep on the sofa. but jonathan was sitting on the love seat. because it had two seats. mine had two seats too but he said that mine is a sofa. i don't get it. -_-

church is so pretty now. :) i think it's the prettiest church in the world. come and see!

i wish i lived there...i was going to sleep there yesterdae night.. but i had to get "proper" rest because my mother said so. -_-

right after prayer, uncle [dennis] came up to me and told me that my hair looked different. so five minutes later, i run into the bathroom because i was so excited to see how i looked like.

boomshakalaka! my hair looked like spider legs. -_-

or as chrisl would say: it got electrocuted.

-_- i was embarrassed.

chrisl was acting weird on friday..at souplantation. i asked him what was wrong, and all he said was: nothing. but his face said otherwise. i hope he's okae...but i think i knoe why he was sad. or i should say bummed out...but i shall tell nobody. because nobody is my new friend. :)

bummed out means being sad. because jonathan told me today.

^_^ even though i'm not at school, i'm still learning new things!

hiroshima [sherman] was sad too i think. but like chrisl, he said it was: nothing.

-_- how can anybody be sad about nothing?

and i felt bad too. because sometimes when i'm "sad," hiroshima makes me feel better. i'm probably not good enough of a friend to him. ._.

friday was so hectic. even though it was the last day of the week for school..i was stressed. -_- assignments were due that day and there were tests. and i didn't do well.

._. i don't think i'll get into stanford now. or harvard.

i had to lead cell group for the first time on friday. -_- i kept messing up. i think jonathan should come back and be our leader. @_@

because jonathan's birthday is next week and we wanted to surprise him, we had a "party" on friday at souplantation. because he's a vegetarian.

i was supposedly a vegetarian but my mother is not allowing it. she said: if you're a vegetarian, no crosscountry for you! then she went on about how i'm a growing child and that i needed protein. ._.

at least i'm still growing :)

there were so many people at souplantation to celebrate jonathan's birthday. like about forty something people. wow. so many people love jonathan. i'm jealous. >_<

it was so hectic there the whole time i didn't eat until everyone finished eating -_-

and stephanie kept calling. and calling. and calling. i wanted to block her calls.

just kidding steph. i love you :)

we got carrot cake for jonathan because i remembered him once saying that he would like a carrot cake on his birthday. but he doesn't even remember. why do i always have to be the one remembering things? -_-

later on, we handed out a slice of carrot cake to all the souplantation workers. their faces brightened up when they each received one. i think we made their day. :)

reubee, wilbur, wilso, sean, hiroshima [sherman] and timmy [electric] were outside the whole time trying to fix reuben's car window because it wouldn't go up and reuben was afraid someone might try to steal his car. i told them that i'll fix it but they all ignored me. -_- i guess they didn't want my help.

sean remembered my name. :) i was surprised.

because people usually don't remember my name.

went to banana bay with jerry, reubee, spenroe, kevin and hiroshima [sherman] yesterdae. and they talked about homecoming almost the whole time. *_*

homecominghomecominghomecoming.

homecoming must've felt important.

it's time for church now. ^_^

i'll be going back there for the fifth time this week..i think i'll just call it my second house.

it's grand opening todae. i'm so proud. church is now eleven years old. he changed his name too. it is: vineyard of harvest church. he used to be called vineyard of hope. but that's okae. his initials are still the same: VOH

if anyone wants to be twins with me, wear red over black. :)

posted by ehkl. 9:08 AM

jams [james] said that my blog is sporadic. -_- i can't help it. that's how my brain works...with random thoughts flying all around.

posted by ehkl. 11:01 PM

today is september 11, 2002. :)

a year has passed since the terrorist attack -_-

today in class for US history, our teacher made us read two articles about the september 11th event.

there was also an interview attached. the reporter interviewed four teenagers about their responses to the 9.11 attack.

there was a boy who said something that made me feel bad.. but i forgot his name! and no one else could remember -_- and i feel really really really really disturbed. @_@ alsdhadhsiajd i knoe exactly how he feels if he knew that i forgot his name..a lot of people always forget my name..but someone once told me that my name was hard to forget. wow! they contradict. we have a topic for debate, blog :)

okae.. it's something-michael cook. i knew it ten minutes ago...does that mean i'm growing old?! ._. ack! my worst nightmare come true.

anyhow, the boy said that the worsest that could happen today is to have everyone forget about the september 11th event and the numerous victims that died under the attack. and he emphasized how it was really disrepectful to have people forget about the terrorist attack because it affected and killed so many. and the article goes on about how people are forgetting about the terrorist attack and how people take things for granted. -_-

i almost forgot about the september 11th event. sorrie, blog, president bush, the victims, and my fellow citizens. i let you guys down. -_- i'll try to remember it everyday and be thankful. i promise.

oh yea--the boy is fifteen years old just like me :) if he went to wilson high school, maybe he would've been my friend. wow!

posted by ehkl. 6:29 PM

yay. :) sam-i-am thinks that i grew taller.

posted by ehkl. 8:24 PM

i cried for an hour today at church. because i couldn't stop. -_-

it hurt so i just had to cry.

but at first jerry, uncle [dennis], jonathan and some other people prayed for me and i don't knoe. as hard as i tried not to cry, tears just came rolling down. and then i started to cry out loud. i guess i was "touched" by God..and everything that they were praying about was so true about how i felt...

later i cried because i couldn't help it. my heart hurt. ._.

i tried to stop because it was so embarrassing to cry in front of other people.

but at least i got lots of hugs todae ^_^

thanx basic and epic for being really caring. :) i love you guys.

posted by ehkl. 12:10 AM

:) uncle [dennis] was really passionate in his sermon today. i'm very proud of him ^_^

sam was at church todae! :) he came back from england on tuesday. i really missed him.

he didn't change ^_^ the same old sam-i-am who likes to eat green eggs and ham...

and he didn't even come back with an english accent -_- but i shall ask him to afternoon tea tomorroe :)

i was supposed to sleep over at church yesterdae night after the prayer thing. i had to pack my clothes, toothbrush, contact case/solution, sleeping bag and etc. in my little red suitcase. then my father tells me that we have to go home because he was dizzy. -_- so i went through all the trouble for nothing.

but at least i got to stay with my family instead of sleeping over at church without any of the kwans except for my father. it would've been miserable without them. so i ended up going home at 12:30 am. :)

uncle [dennis], jonathan, stephen, my father, pastor robert and me were at the prayer thing yesterdae. i took a picture of them too ^_^

more people are going to come next saturday :)

and also for the morning prayers at 6 am everyday at church. ^_^

i lost momo! asidjasidj. i lost momo foilbol kwan! my poor eraser. ._. i think someone kidnapped him. i am very sad. everyone was playing with him at church... because they were so amused by him.

then reubee, spenroe, wilso, hiroshima [sherman], kevin and wilbur were leaving so i left momo with everyone else and escorted them to their cars. and then it wasn't until later i realized that momo was gone. no one knew where he was. ahhhhhhhhhhh. now he's going to think i abandoned him or something. -_-

if someone sees him, please give him to me. he's a red and pink heart-shaped eraser. i miss him terribly. ._.

do i have to lose something every week? i lost pucca last week. -_-

but i found her half an hour ago. she was in the car :)

i like shopping in costco. :D

posted by ehkl. 4:22 PM

spent practically the whole day at church. @_@

it was clean up day for church today.

so me and my siblings went off like good little pastor's kids to clean up the whole church.

jerry does not knoe how to wash windows. he got me all wet with the hose. >_<

and he said that he's amazed at me because i don't know "anything." -_- thanks jerry.

i took lots of pictures today with my humongo camera. :) i was photographer for the day.

wow! i was awake for thirteen hours.

but i am tired .-_-

had to get to church at eight for worship practice. but i got there really late because i didn't have a ride. i really was going to start the car todae.

then i had sound system training. -_- i don’t like going to sound training because i always fail my tests -_- and in order to be a soundman, you have to pass your tests like a normal class.. ._.

i feel really stupid...i’m the only girl there too. -_- and when they make jokes, i never get it. *_*

but i want to be a sound man.....or i should say sound girl >_< besides, if i quit sound class, i'll be letting all the girls down. it will show that only guys take that class and that it's not a "girl" thing..and that boys are better. but they're not. and so i shall be forcing myself to go to class every saturday at nine in the morning. -_-

:) chrisl took me to olive garden with jerry, aaron, and hiroshima [sherman]. the place is so fascinating :) they hang plates on the wall. i’m going to hang plates in my house too.

on the car ride there, chrisl, me, aaron and jerry were talking about our standards for our ideal girl/boy because aaron wanted to knoe me better. what a weird way to get to knoe me better >_<

but i ended up not even telling them anyway.

i opened the door for chrisl, jerry and aaron but none of them went through my door because they opened their own door. -_-

I like opening doors for people. It makes me feel good.. that i’m saving them the trouble of having to open the door..that i could do something for them. It makes me feel gallant. Noble. It’s an honor. It’s a privilege. It’s not everyday that i get to open the door for the same person. Yes. i like opening doors for people.

chrisl said that he took me to olive garden because he knoes that i don’t go to places like that. and so that i oculd have outside world experience. -_-

i felt bad because he wasted money on me ._.

^_^ but thanks chrisl! you made my day :) ...i'm still going to pay you back though. >_<

yay! :) first week of school is finished. Twenty-three more weeks to go! yes!

but ...actually school is not THAT bad. It’s just afterwards—homework. -_- stupid physics hw. i don't understand anything in that class >_< and also waking up early to go to school..wishing you could have more sleep...

asdasdasdasd the paint stain on my elbow has not washed off yet ._.

it better be gone by next week or else i'm going to paint my whole arm red so that way my elbow won't feel left out--being the only one that's red.

i cried todae. -_-

but only three people saw: chrisl, jonathan and ben. they all reacted differently too. it was funny so i laughed to myself.

crosscountry is fun.. i think everyone should join. :)

i hate it when teachers call on me when i don’t know the answer. they make me look and feel stupid ._.

and when i DO knoe the answer, they don’t pick on me -_-

i learned a new word today: phat. it's another synonym for "hip." :) it's pronounced p-hat. at least that's what chrisl told me.

my brother has a KOOLIO eraser! :)

it's called the "yes or no" eraser. we ask it questions and we toss it like a dice and it answers yes or no to us.

:) i was so amused by the eraser that i made one for myself. it's a heart-shaped eraser with red and pink stripes.

so if i become a loner, i could always play with the eraser. me and the eraser forever.

his name shall be: momo foibol kwan. :)

time for midnight prayer meeting. it's from 10 pm-2 am >_< i guess i'm going to be really tired tomorroe at church.

good nite everyone. i shall be praying for ALL OF YOU. :) haha.

posted by ehkl. 10:04 PM

....the way you treat me
the way you use me
the way i have to be a 'good friend' and listen to your problems
when you somehow never have time to listen to me
when i always have to help you and you never help me
when you bail out on me
when you get exasperated at me
when you want to strangle me
...ahahaha! we're like THIS!

posted by ehkl. 9:14 PM

first day of school and i forget my homework at home. -_- i was about to cry.

so just like the last four years, my mother had to go back home and come back all the way to wilson and bring me my stupid homework >_<

...what if christina, angela and abraham, and now marianna start forgetting their homework at home too? -_- i just hope we don't drive our mother crazy -_-

school seems so hard.

i have loads of homework already. -_- aoisdjasidasidjasidjasd. i don't want to think about it.

it's school all over again. *_*

during passing period SOMEONE named josh just had to poke me -_- which almost gave me a heart attack.

i ended up falling on top of all my stuff. and some people thought it was funny so they laughed. ._.

i was so humiliated @_@ i just wanted the ground to swallow me up.

then right before i walk into my next class i get poked again. -_-

what am i?! the "poke machine"? aoisdjsidj

today i brought home a bunch of papers for my parents to sign. :) ...i think that's the only thing about school that i like.

so i was about to walk out of the bathroom stall when my elbow got stuck to the wall that had wet red paint on it. ._.

i end up walking out of the bathroom with this bright red blot smeared all over my elbow.

...because i couldn't wash it off in the bathroom.

so this whole afternoon everyone kept asking about my elbow. -_-

and when i got home from school i tried to wash it off with soap..but it didn't do any good either. -_- ack. i think it's PERMANENT paint!

..great... what if it's stuck on forever -_- people might think that i don't shower..and they won't want to sit by me. and then i'll become a loner. *sob*

...at least i survived the first day of school, blog. aren't you proud of me?

-_- wilson people started school before everyone else. diamond bar and ayala start tommoroe. and webb doesn't start until the 5th. *_* this is called unfair treatment >_<

and diamond bar gets minimum day on the first day of school.

when my brother becomes the president of the united states, i'll make him ban school. -_-

...steph was going to be the first woman president..but she's going to open an orphanage. :)

i was a vegetarian for one day :)

it was fun. i think that everyone should do that someday. ^_^

well.. i might become vegetarian...but just for seventy-percent of the time...

:) i was inspired by jonathan.

whoa whoa whoa--

it's going to be like ninety to hundred degrees this week.

and our coach is still making us run.

today was an easy run...but i almost died. -_-

my mother said that i got darker. i guess i'm back to my normal color now. staying in hong kong can cause you to get paler.

i love running :) but i must admit that it's not that fun when it's so hot. and especially if you're tired.

i told my coach that i had insomnia problems and he said: that means you have to sleep! ahahahahahahahahahaha and he slapped his knee for emphasis.

i was not amused -_-

because vending machines don't accept crumpled dollar bills, this boy comes up to me and asks me if i have change.

i give him change and he walks away. i don't notice that he didn't give me the dollar until he comes back and says: i could've walked away with my dollar. and you wouldn't have said anything. but that's not nice. and i'm a nice guy. so here you go. or he said something of the sort.

-_- if he was a "nice guy" he wouldn't have thought of walking away with the dollar. must be careful evange -_-

i'm sad. i lost pucca! -_- and the matrix lanyard that hiroshima [sherman] gave me. i think i left it at church. -_- i miss pucca. what if someone stole her? ._. she's so cute. i wish i looked like her >_<

i really want to learn how to play the electric guitar. -_- and bass guitar too.

asldsadjsiajdisjdsjdsjdiajsdijasdjsaidjisajdisajdiajsdisjdisjdisjd. -_- it happens.

are you my friend? if yes, please give me 100 hugs. if no, go hug a tree.

i really miss eating spesghetti.

today, stephanie took my parents out to lunch at roda viva.

wow. i must admit that i'm really proud of her.

i'll treat my whole family out to dinner someday. :)

posted by ehkl. 6:42 PM

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