smile for me. (:

there was a crosscountry invitational at rosemead high school this morning.

so i was walking on the crowded grass fields of rosemead high school when in the midst of all the colorful jerseys i spotted someone wearing a blue shorts and a yellow jersey that said WEBB on it..never thought that i would run against some person from WEBB. i thought my school wasn't good enough to run against schools like WEBB..even in invitationals. but oh well. probably wilson and webb are becoming friends. :)

i called up johnson because he was in crosscountry too and found out that we were in the same place.

but i couldn't find him..but somehow my eyes fell upon someone that looked familiar. it was andrew [tye]. i've only seen him once so i ALMOST forgot how he looked like. wow. i actually recognized him..

but i knoe i'll always remember that he looks like an andrew..even if he is one...some people just don't look like their names..they don't match.

so i finally find them because tye was with johnson. and mike was there too along with the other webb people. three people i didn't see for a while. it was funny seeing all of them again...somewhere that was not church-related or without joe being there...since i met all of them through joe.

haha..tye has a bladder problem. he kept going to the bathroom...and he even went five minutes before the race started.

i ended up running a bad race again. -_-

i cramped up again and my right tendon was hurting terribly ._.

and i was crying because it was hurting so much that i thought i was going to shoot up in the air and fly in the sky and say hi to God then hit a china airlines plane and fall down because according to physics and the law of gravity, i'm supposed to, and land somewhere on the ground and have someone call 911 so the ambulence would come with its loud cry of sirens and bring me to the hospital where the doctors could fix me up and then i would be on the newspaper because i would be known as the first girl who shot up in the air when she was running and hitting a china airlines plane and falling on the ground and people would say "oh my" and wonder how on earth it happened and they might even be sad because there would be a chance that i would be dead but maybe God would spare my life because He's my friend and i said hi to Him but i don't know because i might have went up to heaven but i would miss everyone horribly and things would be too sudden and i won't be able to finish my physics and us history homework because i remembered that i finished my math homework in class on thursday because it was easy and i had a math quiz on friday but i didn't study because i didn't have time because i have too much to do such as homework, church stuff, people, piano, and many other miscellaneous things because i like to but it gets very stressing sometimes and i break down or else i get exasperate and look like this face >_< because it's the kwan face and i like it because it looks so funny and better than this face ^_^ because i think it does but some people might disagree with me because i don't know how to agree with everyone because people are different because that is how God made each one of us because we are special........but i didn't.

ack. i was so close in getting a medal at the invitational. ;aosidjasiodjasijdiasjdiasjdisjdi. i wanted a medal.

but my stupid foot just had to be injured. *stompstompstomp* i should just cut off my foot! argh. why am i even in crosscountry?! i ran so bad. and i am so sad. [it rhymes :)]

but i can't quit. -_-

johnson made me pinkie promise him that as long as he is in crosscountry, i have to stay in.

my coach isn't letting me run for two weeks. -_- so i'll have to watch other people run while i get to walk around like some crippled old lady ._.

steph's back from her three-day "trip" at san diego..but after sunday, she's going to come back only every other week. -_- why do colleges have to be so far away? when she was in sd, i missed her.

my mother says that i love stephanie too much. -_-

and she also said that i love everyone else too much. ._. i can't help it.

christina is annoyed with me because i'm laughing at her...because i proved her wrong. ehehe..i like proving people wrong. it makes me feel intelligent.

on friday i was struggling with my backpack and duffle bag because they were both excruciatingly heavy. and my mother saw me struggling and told me that she'll get me a rolling backpack or else i won't be able to grow. -_-

today is jerry's birthday. happy birthday jerry. :) haha you should be driving already...seventeen. :) three more years and you'll be twenty. what a big boy. i'm going to bonk you on the head so that you lose a thousand braincells.

michael tan's voice has drastically changed. it used to be "normal" but now it's like other guys' voice. he's not a boy anymore. he is now a guy. -_- i'll be sad when abraham's voice changes. it sounds beautiful. why do boys's voices have to change to a lower pitch? it makes them sound so manly and sometimes menacing.

today abraham tried to give me a hundred hugs all at once but he stopped at nine because he got "tired" and said nevermind. haha i love my brother. :)

my father is famous, blog. he's even on a pastor website that jordan found: http://www.vineyardusa.org/churches/pastors/k.htm
ehehe. i'm so proud of him.

AsN r i C e GaL: i messed up on my crosscountry meet todae
the WoNgstA: ooo
the WoNgstA: did u fall?
the WoNgstA: hAHA dat would be funny if u did
the WoNgstA: and did u trip everyone behind u too?
so much for being sympathetic @_@

drew [chua] says that he feels sorry for my future husband because i'll drive him crazy -_- just because i don't hang up the phone first.

wilbur, michael chen and drew have all tried to make me hang up the phone first. but they all ended up hanging up first because i guess they got exasperated. :)

happy birthday luke ^_^ yay! we're the same age now. hah! now we could be like twins! and we both play the drums too. and guitar kind of. :) smile for me.

on wednesday my chinese teacher told our class that in china, people walk birds instead of dogs.. poor birds.

my mother does so much for us. she's the bestest mother there is in the whole world for the six kwan kids and my father. she cooks for us, cleans up after us, makes sure we do our homework, help us with our homework, provide us everything we need, goes to costco to buy supplies and food for us, gives us hugs, comforts us when we're sad, talks to us, does our laundry, signs our papers, gives us advice, drives us to school and to piano lessons and to church and to any other place, laughs with us, prays for us...so many other countless things..so many things that you do for us that we [i] took for granted. sorry mother.. for not being a better daughter, child, helper and for taking you for granted sometimes. i really don't deserve to have such a great mother. you always give us your all.. you sacrifice so many things just to be with us. thank you mom. i love you.