smile for me. (:

so it was twelve-fifty am. i was just sitting there. on my blue chair. with tears threatening to crawl down my face because i was trying to see how long i could keep my eyes opened without blinking.

then suddenly: BOOM BOOM BOOM! the window bellows at me.

and i was scared HALF TO DEATH, blog.

i was SO CLOSE to having a heartattack. @_@ THIS time i think my heart really DID jump into my throat. and into my ears too.

i was so scared. @_@ my chair toppled backwards. the tears disappeared. someone was beating up my heart. i almost started panicking. but i told myself to: CALM down. to COOL down. to CHILL out. heh. the THREE Cs. :) so i did.

and then it was softer: boom boom boom. the window moaned.

collecting my wits, i shouted: who is it?!
the window answered: josh.

but it wasn't the window. it was josh.

JOSH?! i said to myself.

regaining my senses, i ran to the door and opened it quietly so i wouldn't alarm anyone since everyone went to sleep.

(it's funny, blog because the kwans usually stay up past twelve on weekdays and sleep by twelve on weekends. except for me. and i guess you could say steph too.)

and i talked to the gate: josh?
the gate replied: yeah.

but it wasn't the gate. it was josh.

it was cold outside so i kicked him into my house.

so he told me his story: his father kicked him out of the house because josh told him he was doing the thirty-hour famine, you knoe, fasting for thirty hours.

apparently his father STRONGLY disagrees, blog. and josh was almost ready to go to sleep. he had his glasses on too. the two-inch thick glasses. (: thicker than mine.

and his father ordered him out of the house. and he had nowhere to go. (: so off to the kwan house he went. because you knoe, it's kind of like open house.

we talked. for a while. and i think i tired out his ears.

and now he's sleeping. in the guest room. there's already a guest blanket and pillow, blog. but i gave him another blanket and my favorite pillow. and he was tired. so i made him go to sleep. and he's sleeping now, blog.

i'm tired too, blog. -_-

so she ran up the stairs and hopped into bed, under her warm covers and fell fast asleep. or so she thought.