smile for me. (:

i'm sad. my blog entry got deleted. for the first time in two months. *sob* it makes me not want to blog anymore.

-_- i knoe. it's not your fault, blog. it's the BLOG SERVER's fault. your dad. ._. i'm angry at your father, blog. @_@ he didn't let my entry go through and EVERYTHING erased!

and i forgot what i wrote because it was four hours ago and i was too disturbed to do my entry all over again. so i just did my homework. and went to go to sleep. because i was all alone at home. -_- ALL BY MYSELF. ._. the first time i was home alone.

actually, i was home alone once. it was after school one day and everyone went somewhere and i didn't knoe. and i stayed at home for about three hours all alone. -_- and i was SO scared. @_@

and today uncle [dennis] sent me and christina home because my parents, angela, abraham and marianna had to stay at church and then go to uncle joe's house. and christina had to leave the house right afterwards to go to her friend's house to work on history day project. -_- so i was left home by myself.

it was too quiet. and the house kept making creaking noises. -_-

._. and there was no one to talk to. no one to do homework with. no loud chatter, laughing, singing. no one practicing the piano, or shouting, or messing up the house. -_- and i felt so forlorn.

so i read us history but then it was so depressing--how the grant administration was so corrupted and all these revolts and inflation. -_- but it's my favorite textbook. (: i even get to highlight and write in it. ehehe. jordan let me have it. or i should say, borrow it. it's stamped: ruben s. ayala high school on each side of the book. and i retured my us book to the bookroom because it was broken. -_-

@_@ so i was alone. and to stop thinking about it, i went to sleep. but i couldn't sleep for a long time. because i was thinking about us kwans.

i think i must've been lovesick. *_*

so i was walking out of church with chrism, christina, uncle, wilbur, and jordan when we see william and hubert--gabey's twin friends. they haven't come for the longest time. ._. i think they felt embarrassed. because we were talking to them at once. i was trying to talk to them but jordan kept cutting me off. @_@

they said they don't come because they don't have a ride. well, when i drive i'm going to give THEM a ride. and whoever wants me to drive them around and of course the rest of the kwans.

it's funny. because gabey has so many two pair of twin friends. william and hubert. and alex and brian. actually alex and brian are his cousins so nevermind, blog.

and i also saw ERIKA. erika and angie. their church borrowed our place for their baptism and erika was getting baptized. (: wow..someone i haven't seen for almost three years. @_@

and erika was driving too. -_- she said: yea..i've been driving for a year now.

._. i REALLY need to start soon. even sunny's taking driving lessons already. -_-

but yes. it was pleasant seeing erika again. and angie.

but i'll see angie tomorroe. because i see her every single day in ms. morales' room, working on the yearboook--which i got rejected from. ._.

so we were in timmy's car going back to church and jerry mentions about how i said robbers were scary people in my last entry:

besides, robbers are scary people. @_@ posted by Evangeline Kwan 12:52 AM

and then he said: i steal, evangeline. am I SCARY?

and i said: yes.

and i think i "disproved" his point because his face fell and he said: okae.

but then i said just kidding because jerry's not a scary boy.

-_- i didn't mean to say all robbers were scary people. because some are not.

but i always did view them as scary because--i always thought of robbers as people who lurked around the corners of the house and sneaked in the house. you knoe, people that looked like horace and jasper from 101 dalmatian dogs.

but that's stereotyping. -_- i guess i did that on accident. sorrie robbers. i knoe you guys don't look like horace and jasper.

and robbers could be nice too. except they take things from people and that's not nice. and they're normal people too.

hence, not all robbers are scary. but SOME are.

if someone wants to rob our house, they should just tell us so we could give them what they want. that way, not only do they get a present they won't have to steal. and feel bad about it. yes.

sarah came to church, today blog. (: and she sat by me too. *beam* but i think she had no choice because she had nowhere else to sit. -_-

aiyah. i forgot to give back her pen too. -_- she'll probably think i'll stole it too. @_@

(: timmy, spenroe, and jordan were going to get us a tree yesterdae since they went tree shopping. but they didn't. -_-

but that's okae. like they say, "it's all about the heart" *beat heart simultaneously* :D

i guess i did feel like blogging, blog. -_- my throat hurts. and my eyes do too. my contact fell out and i couldn't find it.

it was worser than trying to catch a stupid cockroach for christina's bug collection. her bugs are due real soon for bio. i think in january. and she has no bugs. so if you find a bug that's dead or alive, please give it to christina. because she really needs them.

so it was yesterdae and angela screams: evangeline! there's a bug!

and i automatically tense up and shudder. i could remember how in freshmen year i tried to pin a grasshopper except its legs were still moving. ;aiosjda;osdj. *shudder* ;oaisjd;oi;. @_@ you don't understand, blog. it was so a;lsidj. -_-

and then we were going to kill it but i remember christina had to collect bugs for bio. so christina runs over with her killer jar and stands there telling me to hurry and catch it.

-_- so angela gives me a paper cup and i chase the grasshopper. -_- it's such a fast runner. i bet if it was in crosscountry, it'll beat everyone. or it should be in long jump for track.

(note: joe was in long jump last last year and he kicked himself in the face. eheheh.)

so *dun dun dun* i caught it. (:

except when i was trying to put it in the jar the grasshopper's head popped out scared me half to death. so me and christina jerked back. and i accidentally threw up the cup in the air. ;asodija;soidj. it was so scary. we were screaming for three seconds. @_@

then i see the grasshopper on the floor again and we crouch down on the carpet and try to get it but then ANOTHER tiny bug crawls up out of nowhere and by that time i was getting spasms because of the bugs.

especially bugs from freshmen year. i could just visualize how the legs were moving when they were dying. and the smell. and ;oasidj;okj. -_- i can't go on, blog. i think i'm traumatized for life.

i knew i shouldn't have killed the bugs. -_- maybe God's punishing me.

just kidding. He's not.

and then christina keeps shouting about how the grasshopper's going to get away so i keep trying to get it in the cup but of course it kept going the opposite way.

and in the end, it got away. in the garage. and ALL christina said was: good.

-_- i was SO EXASPERATED. and stressed.

and i couldn't stop thinking about it. -_-

and i'm STILL thinking about it now. ._.