smile for me. (:

-_- my mother wants me to write an essay on what i want for my birthday, and how i'll feel about being sixteen, what i'm going to do about my life, what God wants me to do, my goals, and how i'm going to be mature from now on. *shriek*

i really don't want to grow up. -_-

i received my first birthday present on friday from mimi. (: a basket full of fruits for the fruit monster. there was supposedly sixteen fruits but christina stole an apple since she was hungry. @_@

they went to denny's to eat dinner to celebrate my birthday. *tearsquirt* and i didn't even knoe. -_- and then they each went around and said something about me. i was touched. i almost cried but then i didn't want to be embarrassed. >_< so i held it in "like a man."

(: but thanks, hacienda. i love you guys. *group hug*

steph came back this weekend but it went by so fast i couldn't catch him. -_- time would make a really good runner.

while steph was sleeping peacefully on saturday i was having SAT school at aci. -_- how dreadful.

then off i was to mt. sac for cif prelims crosscountry race at twelve-thirty. and she didn't wake up until two. -_- ergh.

i don't knoe how she could wake up that late. it's the odds. -_- the kwan odds sleep a lot: steph, christina, and abraham. and us evens: me, angela, and marianna are all sleep deprived. marianna sleeps too late. @_@ she sleeps around ten and she's only five. she probably won't be able to grow. -_- i'm going to make her go to sleep at eight every night. that way, she'll grow really tall. maybe even to be 6'1 like me. :)

i must say that wilso and timmy are experts at making smoothies. (: remind me to hire them to work at my mcdonalds when me and reube start one. :D

luke and jeremy got baptized. (: but i wasn't there to see it. *sob* @_@ the guys took so long..eating. and eating. and eating. so i got back to church late--right when the baptism ended. -_- ;oasidj. i should've made joe drive faster. he drives so slow. i'm going to teach him how to drive one day. ^_^

i'd better get my permit by december which reminds me that wilso STILL hasn't given me his pink slip. *_*

gabey is sad today. -_- first time i've talked to him when he was sad. ._. someone cheer him up.

i n t e g 2 k 2: i'm having a bad weekend.... please dont make it worse.. dats the best i can do sorry
SAtoHsHiMei: i'm sorrie gabey
i n t e g 2 k 2: its okay
i n t e g 2 k 2: i'm sorry i cant be at ur birthday
SAtoHsHiMei: haha don't worry about it. thanks though.
SAtoHsHiMei: are you DEPRESSED!?
i n t e g 2 k 2: yes
i n t e g 2 k 2: and amd
i n t e g 2 k 2: mad
SAtoHsHiMei: did your friends do something?
i n t e g 2 k 2: that's part of it

-_- don't worry gabey. evangeline to the rescue! i'm going to hunt them down and give them a jackiechanbuttkick. (:

two years ago, joe said that he saved me his speech for my sixteenth birthday.

but i think he forgot. -_- *sob* no speech for my birthday.

so we served as waiters at the epic outreach on saturday night. and the guys got bored so they played 'spin the bottle' except when it stopped at someone, they had to eat a spoonful of [raw] coffee. after his fourth spoon, wilbur barfed. -_- and timmy almost did too.

stupid boys. they could've died. @_@

my school has a snowboard/ski club. but i'm scared to join. @_@ but timmy says that he'll teach me how to snowboard when it snows. (: so maybe i'll join.

actually, enough clubs for me this year. i joined fourteen clubs last year. -_- and i could never go to all club meetings since the time coincided with each other. and i almost used up all my money to pay for club fees. but then i just didn't pay for all the clubs so don't and i think they forgot about it. shh. don't tell them, blog.

i was so brainless. but no one's hit my head for a while so my braincells have multiplied overtime. (: