smile for me. (:

today is september fourteenth. but i thought today was wednesday, blog--until someone told me that tomorrow is wednesday. what a shame.

to all the hands that ever struck me on the head: i need my braincells back. thank you very much.

my first english paper was due today. and it wasn't stapled. because i didn't have a stapler and i was still living in high school times and i thought i could staple my paper when we turned in our paper. but to my dismay, there was no stapler for my teacher had none.

(teachers don't get their own classrooms at college. what a pity.)

but that's why they're called substitutes. i had a roll of tape for just in case in my very hip green diesel bag (because the spongebob backpack is broken *sob* he has a big hole on the bottom left side and his bones are wearing out. ._. i got him when he was only two years old. man oh man. backpacks live a very short life. but don't worry blog--he's not dead yet. i'm just letting him rest in the nursing home. but i do miss him dearly. and his little pocket where i could snugly fit the little red book of stress that reube gave me. @_@) and i just taped my papers together at the left corner. so they gladly didn't get pierced.

and my nice teacher said it was okay and said to make sure i have access to the stapler next time. so steph brought me a stapler.

she came today with jones. they like me so they accompanied me to dinner at the cafeteria. (:

sidenote: i have a secret name for steph: chinx.

chinx was very excited to caf food. she clapped her hands in joy. (but sarai was worser. when she came to visit, every other sentence she said was: I MISS DORM FOOD! to glori and reube: watch out! sarai's going to force you guys to treat her everyday to dorm food eheheh.)

and we got pizza, salad, and we got to make our own sandwiches. but there was no tuna. -_- and no peanut butter. ._. so i got egg bread which reminded me of boo (who is jessikao because i'm scout from to kill a mockingbird.) because she would always get egg sandwiches for lunch.

and steph made a roast beef sandwich that looks better than arby's.

steph wanted to sit down first and we were to sit alone excluded from everyone else because in a cafeteria everyone eats together. but then noey (noah e. kim) motioned us over to sit with him because he was a loner. eheh.

and because he used to be a film major, him and jones were conversing about films the remainder of the time. -_- what film nerds.

me and steph got "chinese hot and sour soup" except it looked like little tiny ants drowned in brown water. and tasted like medicine mixed with vinegar. *grimace*

well, i didn't drink my soup anyway because noey flicked his boogers in the soup. -_- and he had an eye booger and me and steph guffawed gracefully.

my favorite in the caf are the animal crackers! and BANANAS! (: and i ate some corn pops today too that numbered to sixty-seven pieces, i think. and i did eat some greens because my mother says they'll help me grow. (:

sad to say, caf food today was dreadfully unpleasant. *sob* it's usually professional food. why don't they give the yummy food when i bring guests! @_@ maybe every time someone comes i should warn them and tell them to cook super good food. or maybe i should just work there and cook. and bring in kwan recipes to the kitchen -> caf food > super.

so we won't have to harbor anymore complaints from unsatisfied guests:

i am steph kwan (2:56:42 AM): your dorm food is yucky!!

so we ate and got full and conversed. and then we walked out of the caf. and noey danced away. jones couldn't go with us to my room so him and steph just stayed in the lobby while i put the goods away. and then i walked them to the car and *sob* we had to say our goodbyes.

they were the only familiar things on campus. and they were leaving me. DAH! i miss home! i miss you kwans. i miss you daddy, mother, chinx, couldeena, ange, abey and maribe. but again, i'm only ten minutes away. SO YOU GUYS SHOULD COME HERE MORE OFTEN. -_-

steph, ange and maribe came to visit me yesterday. (: they brought me soup, law mai gai, and a stupid board that says "boy crazy" with a rather silly-looking red-headed girl. -_- heh thank you guys *hug* *hug* *hug*

steph, ange, abey and maribe sent me off on sunday and i treated them to eagle's nest food. and surprise surprise, we come face to face with: jon earsley. but i didn't know it was him. and he said: you're evangeline kwan! and i was taken aback but no worries blog: God spoke to me and told me that he was jon earsley. yay. a fellow wilson wildcat! a drummer. and he was homecoming king too. a pretty boy. (:

so all my siblings (MINUS COULDEENA who was long gone @_@) dinnered with me and we played and i had to say sorry goodbyes. -_-

steph's my most frequent visitor. (: she came three days in a row and on the first day to help me move in. *glee*

oh wait. she ties with denny. eheh. i made him take me home twice because i don't have a car. @_@ what a nice boy.

askdjasd. i hate dressing up. i had an audition for the PRISM concert today. it was eight-fifty six pm and i walk in the music building. yohanny struts up to me and says: don't you know you're supposed to dress up for auditions?! GO CHANGE!

and i told him that nobody told me. my piano teacher just told me and sam to dress decently. and i was. -_-

but lo and behold, there were people all over the music hall dressed in gowns and black dresses and pretty clothes. @_@ so i run back to alpha chi, my koolio dorm hall to change. except i see suke, ereka, hudsey and davey on the way and they wish me to do well and davey tells me to wear a green dress but i don't have a green dress! so i just wore black because i wanted to twin with everyone else.

and i sprinted all the way there. and i was so loud because i had to wear high heels and they make ugly thump noises and not clicky noises like sophisticated women. and i was panting when i got there but they were behind schedule so i ran for nothing. -_-

my performance time was nine o'five pm but i didn't play 'til nine twenty-one. i played the cat and mouse by copland. it's a song about a cat chasing a mouse. but i had the butterflies and bees fluttering inside of me. me and sam are the only freshmen pianists to try out.

whoever "wins" the audition gets to play in the concert. @_@ bless my soul. results come out tomorrow.

i'm supposed to be studying for communications because we have a quiz. @_@ but i missed you too much, blog. i'll converse with you later, okay? *pinkie promise* i have so much to tell you!

-_- i told my sister that i fell into the pit of despair today.

but she loves me. (:

here's proof:

i am steph kwan (2:07:02 AM): love you. hang in there! ^_^

i am steph kwan (3:00:23 AM): sleep soon ok?
i am steph kwan (3:00:27 AM): i'm gonna go to bed in 2 minutes

i am steph kwan (3:09:56 AM): ok i'm gona go to bed now
i am steph kwan (3:10:55 AM): i love you so much, take care
i am steph kwan (3:11:11 AM): *hug* i'll come viist you tomrorow

i am steph kwan (4:10:26 AM): tell me if you like my away msg

Auto response from i am steph kwan (4:12:40 AM): HEY LET GO OF MY EGG-O.

i am steph kwan (4:13:55 AM): REMEMBE RTHE COMNMERCIALS FROM A LONG TIME AGO!? SIGH NEVERMIND!!! OK. goodnight. :-) ILOVE YOU STOIP BLOGGINGNGNGNGNGN YOU FREAK! xoxooxoxoxooxoxox iM IDSSS YOUS O MUCH bdbfbfbdbdbd. okbye. sotp blogging. stop STOP STOP! go to bed. the nice, bed. it feels so good to just close your eyes...CLOSE YOUR tIRED EYES YOUR TIRED AND WEARY EYES AND JUST SLIP INTO YOUR NICE COOL BLANKETS
i am steph kwan returned at 4:13:55 AM.
i am steph kwan (4:14:05 AM): mmmmmmm SEE? so nice right? just to fall into bed and rest your tired joints
i am steph kwan (4:14:13 AM): and snuggle your face into the pillow
i am steph kwan (4:14:23 AM): and close your eyes and just get some rest.... YESSSS
i am steph kwan (4:14:24 AM): ok.
i am steph kwan (4:14:24 AM): bye