smile for me. (:

tis i mr jordan chan blogging on evange's blogger ...

no one reads my live journal and everyone is so interested in evangelines life ..so im going to write in her so all of you can read whats going with me...

im sick....real sick actually... i wonder if its something pretty severe... yesterday morning there was blood in my mucus... sick stuff eh? ...i wonder what would happen if i died today.... debbie tan said she would cry... how nice of her ... but i'd wonder what would happen if i died... sometimes im just so curious that i actually want to fake a death and then see how poeple would react.... -_- sad isnt it? yes i know it is ...

i told evangeline that i'd might actually be so desperate that i might actually fall in love wtih her... and then she says back to me in a seductive voice " is that a bad thing " and hten she winks at me .... she wants me =]..im just hot stuff i know i am *sizzle*

christina says im dirty...but i took a shower already =] hahah

the kwan kids are fun to be with... as sad and crappy as this life may be im glad i have buddies like the kwanstas.... its always nice to know the kwans got ur back .... =] thanx kids..

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i dont really feel like writing too much.. someone should create a xanga or a blog for me and i will so write in it ...

life has changed on me... or at least the way i percieve things...i dont find n e good in being all sad ...its just time to move on with life... i think my eyes are opened wide and so is my heart..... im ready to actaully live in this world , but to live it with God... without GOd, these past few weeks woulve been a tragedy... many would think it was ...but its because of God it happened... and instead of being all mad and hating the guy..im actually touched that God acutally loves me this much to take the most precious thing in my life in order for me to lean on him..... its goood... .GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD ....

sure im still grumpy dumpy here and there ....but i think this year is gonna be a new beginning for me.... living a different lifestyle, i know ill struggle but i think in the end its all worth the good fight ..right people??

evangeline just leaned in ..i think she was about to kiss me guys...kkKEkEKkek

evangeline has been a great friend to me these past weeks... beyond everything that has happened and our history together... i think im actually starting to appreciate her....(ewwwwwwwwwww) ..........she really hasnt bothered me much lately .....and for that ill give her a cookie........

im coughing and covering my mouth and then typing so my germs are all over the keyboard.......say EWWWWWWWWW again..

okay time for me to go .....today was a B-E-A-UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUtiFUL day