smile for me. (:

so this has been one of the most hectic weeks in my life, blog. and it wasn't even finals week. nor was it ap week.

and i don't knoe anyone else who stressed this week. -_-

i was so stressed that i didn't have time to read reube's stress book. @_@

and i felt so sad too. -_- i felt like i was in the pit of despair. or i should say depths of despair. i remember saying that to myself during my math test. *shudder*

april and may: the most hectic two months of all months. APs and SATs. and then finals. -_-

i remember last year i didn't go to school for two days just to study for AP. -_- what's going to happen this year. @_@

last year i didn't study that much. it was so easy. so was freshmen year. and eighth grade.

but not seventh grade, blog. i remember going to school--after homeschooling for three years. (: and i forgot how school was like. and i almost couldn't handle anything. and i did homework all day. and i would sleep at twelve or later.

and i still do. -_-

no school for one week, catching up on sleep, flowers: spring break is here.

but it's going to be no break for me because i'm going to be *dun dun dun* STUDYING. -_- i really think i AM a nerd.

evangeline is a nerd.

but nerds are smart. so i don't quite qualify for being a nerd. *sob*

it's okae, blog. i'll just be a STUPID nerd. -_-

but nerds are usually stereotyped as wearing humongo glasses and bringing around stacks of books. and wearing uniform. and carrying bulging backpacks. and are really really really really smart.

which i am not. -_- and i have a spongebob backpack. ): i don't think nerds have spongebob backpacks. and my glasses aren't big. and i can't see anything with them so i'll have to wear contacts. -_-

and bringing around stacks of books can be mighty exhausting. @_@ but i'll get more MUSCLES! and maybe be like superman! (:

but i don't think nerds aspire to be like superman. -_-

maybe i just don't meet up the standards of being a nerd. :(

now i don't knoe what category i fall into.

oh well. i'll just one up: the evangeline category.

like there is an evangeline party, blog. i ran for president in eighth grade to lose to jc. four girls: amy, kristen, stuysonnie and me to jc.

and the last sentence of my speech was: join the 'evangeline party'!

apparently nobody wanted to join the 'evangeline party'. ._.

so uncle [dennis] confiscated or i should say STOLE my pucca knife three week ago. then the week he left for new jersey he finally gave back my knife and left a note that read: dear evangeline, i wanna give you a present. only use it in an emergency if you get attacked. --dennis

erhg. what a stupid man. @_@

and i hung up his note in my room. lsakdj. stupid me. -_-

eheh. i've been so despicable towards him this whole week. (: but i must say according to what christina told me today, he must've took it to heart. -_- sorrie uncle. ._. i really really like you. (:

and i really really like jonathan too: my brother-in-

law. (: