smile for me. (:

i almost drove seong's car today, blog. it's a volvo. :) a white one. we were just standing around when someone shouted: who wants to drive seong's volvo?

and i said: me!

and timmy threw me seong's car keys and told me to drive his car. and to run too.

and i didn't knoe which car was his but seong said: just press the buttons when you get there--you should knoe which car it is.

i was surprised seong said told me so i guess he didn't think i was serious. :)

so off i ran to the kingbright building and i kept pressing the buttons but none of the cars made sounds. -_-

so i said: God help me!

and He did. :) i found a white car that said volvo in the back. and right when i was about to open the door seong showed up and said: STOP!!

but i didn't. (: and i unlocked the car door and slid in the car seat and closed the door and locked it RIGHT when seong tried to open the door. *sigh of relief*

and then he said: open the door evangeline!

and i asked him which pedal was which because in the midst of all the excitement, i kind of forgot which pedal was gas.

and he yelled: OMG no!

but then he said that i could turn on his car so i stuck the key in the ignition and half turned it on and it was SO thrilling, blog. :)

and timmy ran up to the car and said to me: i'm proud of you evangeline.

and seong whacked timmy.

and then wilbur came and said: hey turn on the engine!

and i turned on the engine the same time seong said: you'd better not turn on the engine.

by then i could tell seong was not really happy. -_-

but i wasn't going to drive his car, blog. i promise! and seong said his mother would kill me if i crashed the volvo and i didn't want to take any chances.

i just wanted to turn on the ignition. it's so thrilling. (: exciting.

but i think i gave him a big scare. @_@

he probably hates me now because when i got out of the car he gave an exasperated sigh and jerry kept saying: stop antagonizing him!

i didn't mean to provoke his anger, blog. ._.

and now he's going to hate me forever. *sob*

i'm sorrie, seong. i PROMISE i wasn't going to drive your car. i just wanted to turn on the ignition. i wasn't thinking of it at all. i should say i already learned not to drive someone's car without asking. -_-

back in december. december 7, 2002, on a saturday. i don't think i've ever told you the whole story, blog.

so it was december seventh 2002. when jordan was being extra nice to me that day because uncle [dennis] kicked me off the worship team for being late. -_-

and i was kind of sad. so he was being a nice boy that day. and he took me to reube's house because they were going to go to ucla to visit chrism and his food.

but then the free food was gone so they all decided not to go. and so me and jordan stayed at reube's house.

and i needed to do my homework. so i asked jordan for his car keys because i left my backpack in his car.

and then when i was walking down the hallway sarah said: where you going evange?

and i said: i'm going to get my backpack.

then an idea struck me out of nowhere: drive jordan's car. so i told sarah: shhh. i'm going to drive jordan's car.

and she said: ooh. i wanna come!

and then gloria sees us walking down the stairs and she says: hey where are you guys going?!

and then we tell her that we're going to go drive jordan's car.

and she says: oh okae! i'll come too.

and then we sneak out of the door quietly and rush into jordan's car. and i remember hesitating, blog. but sarah just told me to go ahead. but it wasn't her fault that i drove, blog. it was mine. -_-

yes. and so it was like this: me in the driver's seat and sarah in the passenger's seat. and gloria in the backseat.

and then i turned on the engine but i was SO NERVOUS, blog. i was kind of trembling.

but thanks to sarah, we survived. because she was "advising" me while i was driving and she was really calm so i didn't feel so frantic.

and then off we went. i had to be really really really careful not to bump into timmy's car. i think it was volvo.

then we drove outside of reube's house and onto the streets surrounding his house. and the stop sign. and there were like four other cars! and i was so scared that i was going to crash into them so i let all of them go first.

and then i drove one circle and then we went in the entrance of reube's house. and then with sarah's help we park. and then a really really big *sigh of relief*

then we open our doors. and i see the guys running out of the house. and i was like: OH GREAT. i'm in for it now. -_-

but they were all laughing so hard: wilso, wilbur, timmy, spenroe and alex. and wilso laughing the loudest and hardest. so i thought everything was okae.

but it wasn't. a second later jordan comes flying at us: me, sarah, and gloria. and half screaming and half yelling at us.

and he was fuming.

i remember he was so infuriated. @_@ and he was outraged at me, gloria and sarah.

and it was all my fault. -_-

and he was going to let me drive his car when i got my permit but now he extended the time to when i get my license. ._.

what a sad old story, blog. and a sad ending. -_- i can't believe i did that.

seriously, it was a very stupid impulsive act. @_@

so i was accused of being a car thief. *_* but i didn't really steal his car.

oh well. at least jordan forgave me. but he said he didn't feel bad for yelling at me. or sarah and gloria. but it wasn't their fault. -_-

but that was exactly three months and a day ago. or it belongs to the stupid mistakes of evangeline kwan in the year of 2002.

and everyone just thinks that i suck at driving PERIOD. but i don't, blog. -_- at least i don't think so.

joe says it's because every time someone pokes me i jump and i'll get in a car accident because i'll swerve and crash into other people. -_-

but i don't think so. *sob* why can't people just be more supportive and ENCOURAGE me about driving, blog? ._. they're all just downing me.

erhg. maybe i wasn't meant to drive. but that's not true. i'm going to drive. VERY VERY soon. :) and i'll be a really good driver, blog. just watch.

so i got ANOTHER late christmas present today, blog. *beam* it was from: carrie! (: she gave me a borders gift card with SPONGEBOB on it.

eheh. i really really like late christmas presents. especially in march. :) thanks carrie.

for march 3

happy birthday jams. (: sorrie. i KNEW it was someone's birthday on march third but then someone threw away the brain cell that had information about your birthday. but yes. thank you for your advicely advice about school. -_- i suppose it will be getting even better since you've got older. :D but that doesn't mean i'm going to listen to any of it. JUST KIDDING. okae (: happy birthday jams. have fun being eighteen. from your "friend", fred. (:

i heard that wilso bought his car last week. -_- so i guess he didn't need any of my humble money. i raised three dollars and seventy-six cents for him. ._. all to no avail.

oh well. i'll just save that money to buy a new car for my parents. :)

so spenroe showed me his PERMIT today, blog. -_- :AOSIDJ. erhg. he doesn't deserve to get his permit. @_@

and i was cross so i laughed at his picture and said that he looks funny.

but he doesn't. he looks better in his picture than i do in mine. *sob* and they said that the picture you take for your permit is for your license.

*shriek* i look so HORRIBLE in my picture. -_-

and i was so jealous of spenroe so i took his credit card. a fifteen-year-old SOPHOMORE who has a credit card already? -_-

it's an ATM card. and his whole name is on it: spencer lok yee wong.

and i meant to give it back to him during service but i forgot about it. -_- but reube says that spenroe never uses his card so it's okae if i keep it. :)

we have a pi project for math, blog. (: it's really fun too. i have to find the 75th digit of pi. and decorate the number on a paper plate our teacher gave us. the 75th digit of pi is: 6. (three is the zeroth digit -> 3.14 <- 4 is the second digit)

we get to show off our artistic skills. (: i LIKE these kinds of projects.

i saw sarah again today, blog. :D i haven't seen her for a really long time--ever since at timmy's house getting ready for winter formal.

but i saw gloria last week. which is weird AGAIN because every time i see them now either one of them's not there. -_-

jordan got accepted to ucr. (: *clap clap clap* uci letters come this week, blog.

i would really hate to get a rejection letter. -_-

so i was thinking that if i DON'T apply for any colleges next year, i won't get rejected. :)