smile for me. (:

we had a hearing test today, blog. two women: they walked into our classroom with their black equipment bags.

so it was time and i summoned my row and we went up. to get our hearing tested. and i was nervous. because you knoe, i had a similar hearing test in eighth grade, blog.

and i didn't pass. *sob*

and everyone saw. i heard them whispering: omg! she's deaf!

i told you this already, blog. but that's okae.

and they called me up to the office and i had to take the test again to find out that i failed again. -_-

and i had to go to a specialist after that, blog.

that was eighth grade. the past.

but now that the two ladies came today, i remembered everything. the tingly noises. the buzzing sounds. how cold the earphone feels against your ear. how you have to raise your right or left hand to indicate where you hear the sound coming from. how they always say: are you sure you didn't hear that? how people always stare at me with their minds reading: omg. she's deaf! how i could hear them pressing the buttons but hear no sounds coming from the earphones.

so i was scared, blog. afraid that i wouldn't pass again.

and i don't think i did today. *sob* while the lady could've tested three students, she was still stuck on me. and in the end she said: i'll see you in two weeks. maybe you can't concentrate here.

yes maybe. *sob* i'm not deaf, blog. i'm not, RIGHT? oh well. if i am, jessica kao is deaf with me. i believe she's deaf in her left ear. but don't worry, blog. she could still hear me talk to her even when my talking was directed towards her left ear. (:

blaise has decided to call me "fidget." because i "fidget a lot." but i don't. -_- and i don't like that name. @_@ but i'm starting to respond to it already. *shriek*

which reminds me that in eighth grade someone called me: STUPID!!
me: i'm not stupid!
them: then why did you respond to it?! hahahahaha. you responded because deep down inside you knoe you're stupid!

erhg. when people call me stupid i don't feel smart, blog. -_-

sidenote: jerry was a very nice boy today.

i tell people not to frown or else they'll get "little flowers" engraved on their foreheads forever, blog. *_*

what i REALLY said:

SAtoHsHiMei: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
the WoNgstA: HAHAHHAHAHAHA
SAtoHsHiMei: SPENCER IS HOT?!
SAtoHsHiMei: ...spencer is hot.
SAtoHsHiMei: uhh
SAtoHsHiMei: hahaha
SAtoHsHiMei: that's all i ahve to say
the WoNgstA: =)

in spenroe's profile:

SAtoHsHiMei: ...spencer is hot.
SAtoHsHiMei: uhh
SAtoHsHiMei: that's all i ahve to say

*gasp* that is just CENSORSHIP, blog. @_@

what a boy. -_- he typed up "spencer is hot" as a screen name.

so when i open AIM, the screen name: "spencer is hot" pops up.

spencer wong: the most conceited boy i know. (:

the WoNgstA: so didja get my message that i left on your computer mrs. exasperated?

mrs. exasperated!? *shriek* i don't want to marry a boy named _____ Exasperated, blog.

and have my name changed from the GLORIOUS Evangeline Kwan to Evangeline Exasperated. *shriek* to have the last name "Exasperated" would be terribly dreadful. unthinkable, blog. *shudder* and to be called "mrs. exasperated."

oh well. i don't knoe anyone with the last name Exasperated.

i asked spenroe what his answer would be if i asked him to sadies, blog. but NO WORRIES blog, i wasn't planning to ask him. *shudder* who would want to ask him anyway. heh. :)

SAtoHsHiMei: IF I, Evangeline Kwan, asked you, Spencer Wong, to the Sadies Hawkins dance, would you accept my offer or refuse?
the WoNgstA: lolz ur not gonna ask me
the WoNgstA: so y do i have to tell u?
SAtoHsHiMei: lol. you never knoe.
the WoNgstA: becuz mrs too kool for sophmores
SAtoHsHiMei: hahaha--what would you say
the WoNgstA: doesnt go with sophmores
SAtoHsHiMei: lol.
SAtoHsHiMei: you would reject me? *sob*
the WoNgstA: no
the WoNgstA: i didnt say dat
SAtoHsHiMei: okae what would you say then
SAtoHsHiMei: haha..i'm WAITING
the WoNgstA: doesnt that defeat the whole purpose of asking?
SAtoHsHiMei: still waiting..
the WoNgstA: well if u actually ask
SAtoHsHiMei: *sob* the hideous spenroe will not answer my question
the WoNgstA: den u will find out
SAtoHsHiMei: lol. it's okae. i don't need to ask to find out that i would get rejected..
the WoNgstA: lolz no i didnt say im gonna reject u
SAtoHsHiMei: OOPS i mean i would be kidding but you would say yes..and i would have to go to sadies and be stuck with some ferocious monster
the WoNgstA: LOLZ
SAtoHsHiMei: yea..and i'd be SO embarrassed of you.
SAtoHsHiMei: i'd be like..man do i have to take pictures with this boy
the WoNgstA: HAHHAHAHA
the WoNgstA: ey...im not da one always runnin away from cameras

SAtoHsHiMei: i'm "waiting"....
the WoNgstA: -_-
the WoNgstA: i said if u really do ask me to sadies
the WoNgstA: then u will find out your answer

oh well, blog. i guess i'll never find out my answer then. *_*

happy birthday mike hoe. ANOTHER person turning seventeen. -_- but that's okae. at least you're the first person i knoe from webb that's seventeen. oh wait. except for brian ko, george and joe. so i guess that makes you the fourth person. :) have fun in webb. don't stress too much. :) come back soon. we miss you. -_- have fun being seventeen. :D

AzN cHiNk GuY: i feel so bummed out
AzN cHiNk GuY: everyone is hatin me now
AzN cHiNk GuY: mayan im bummed out fer once evangeline

poor reube. *hug* we love you. (: well at least i do. remember? i can't hate you. you're my valentine for NEXT year. heh. (:

i found out in october last year that "bummed out" means sad. first time i've ever heard that reube is sad, blog. *_* don't be sad reube. :) like they say, "in the end, everything is okay."

*shriek* reube's sad, blog. now i have no one to go to for stress relief. @_@ *sob* we MUSt cheer him up.

the guys, or i should say the boys all came to my house around ten today, blog. they came from spectrum because they were working out. to get buff. and to get in shape. and to lose weight?

well if they did try to lose weight, their attempts were in vain. coming to our house, they ate and ate and ate. they ate rice, chips, and cookies.

wilso likes vanilla wafer cookies. i'm going to buy him eighteen boxes of vanilla wafers for his birthday. :)

and timmy ate two cups of ice cream. and spenroe ate one cup. and i had to scoop it for them with a metal spoon because we don't have an ice cream scoop. -_-

and wilbur left early. to take his girlfriend to ralphs. just kidding, blog. he went to take jessica kao to ralphs to buy food supplies for her secret sister.

i failed. i failed it. because i missed it by ONE POINT. one point, blog. and i cried. i cried the rest of the way home. in the car. and i was bitter. so i ate some candy to be sweet.

on a brighter note, i'm going to go with christina to dance competition tomorroe, blog. (: she says that i never go watch her perform. and last time she told me "yeah..a lot of people's moms and friends were there.." and i could detect a hint of wistfulness in her voice.

so i'm going to go tomorroe, blog. (: and cheer for christina really loud. and take a lot a lot a lot of pictures of her. and i will be known as: evangeline the photographer.

i hope i don't embarrass her tomorroe, blog. she always says that i embarrass her. @_@ oh well. she embarrasses me too. just kidding. i love you christina. (:

i'm going to sneak into the bus. but i'm scared ms. kirkley might get angry at me. so i don't think i'm going to sneak into the bus anymore. i'm just going to help them move and set up things.

last year when i was a sophomore, blog, i had a free fifth period. and ms. kirkley would always kick me out of the media center because she said i was talking and laughing. -_- she kicked me out for eleven times.

but ms. kirkley was nice to me and christina one time. she talked to us in a very kind voice. so maybe she is nice.

i can't help but be scared of her, blog. but i'll try not to be.

maybe i should just walk there tomorroe. (: i have the directions too:
Saturday, Feb 22nd-Sonora HS
Directions to Sonora H.S. – East on Colima to Fullerton Road. Right on Fullerton Road, which becomes Harbor Blvd. Left turn at Whittier Blvd. Right on Palm. Sonora H.S. is on the right side of the street, past La Habra Blvd./Central Avenue. Truck will be parked behind the campus. Bus will be parked in the main parking lot.
$5.00 Admission for spectators

going with christina to dance competition means waking up at five in the morning. -_-

*shriek* what if my eyes won't open tomorroe morning?

oh well. i'm going to try sleeping with my eyes opened tonight, blog.