smile for me. (:

today it was raining, blog.

and i was happy. :)

except i wore flip flops to school today. and out of the dark ominous clouds poured rain. and there were enormous puddles everywhere.

at least everywhere i walked. -_-

my feet were cold and wet for eight hours.

i think i've learned that wearing flip flops is not the best thing to do on a rainy day.

and my pants--i mean christina's pants were soaked. and my clothes too. and my hair was dripping rain water. -_-

what a cold miserable day.

but it wasn't.

it just SEEMED like it.

i was happy. (: because my mother always tells me to enjoy life.

and she told me that i could choose my own emotions.

and i remember reading in a book about how a man said: well, i choose to be happy.

yes. so i've decided to be happy.

like they say, life is all about choices.

it's my father's birthday today, blog. :D happy birthday daddy. you're SUPERdad. you're the bestest. the best father anyone could ask for. thanks for picking me up from school--sometimes suffocating in the car because it's so hot. and thanks for the encouragement. and for just loving me for who i am and for being there for me. thanks dad. i love you. (:

p.s. you'll always be my role model. :)

christina's craving for milk but we don't have any because my mother banned milk from the house.

i wonder if we'll ever drink milk again.

i told drew i was sad because i wish i was the smartest person on earth.

and he said: well i wish i was the wisest. being wise is better than being smart. you could be smart but not have any common sense.

-_- so i guess being the smartest person in the world isn't the best after all.

it took me seventeen minutes to do the first problem for math.

i feel so stupid, blog. ._.

maybe i should just drop out of school and become a bum.

drew says that if i end up being a bum then he'll come visit me every sunday and give me food. because he said that he sees homeless people on the trail when he's riding his bike on sundays.

but who says i'll get kicked out of my house! but my family will probably be really really really embarrassed of me.

maybe dropping out of school isn't such a good idea after all. -_-