smile for me. (:

i left my wallet at church today, blog. -_-

so i held a search party with only me in it--since no one else wanted to help me look for my wallet. ._.

well--except for angela. but she thought i said i lost my cell phone. so she put my cell phone in my seat and exclaimed: you didn't lose your cell phone! you're sitting on it!

-_- i wasn't amused. but that's okae, blog. because you knoe, "it's all about the heart." *beat heart simultaneously*

christina says i look retarded when i "pound" my heart. and chrisl said that i look stupid too. and steph. and a lot of other people. *sob*

christina says i should watch myself in front of the mirror to see how stupid i look. ._. and that the people laugh at me is because i look so dim-witted. -_-

yes. so i lost my wallet, blog. and i hunted ALL over my house, my backpack, the car and EVERYWHERE!

but i couldn't find it.

i wanted my wallet because i wanted to deposit the money i had in there.

the money that darin's mother gave us. you knoe hoong bao or lai see--the RED envelopes. (: for chinese new year, blog.

(note: steph hinted on it :D)

it's so koolio! because you knoe, i never get money on chinese new year. like i told you before, not even a penny. @_@

well actually, in eighth grade, someone gave me a penny for chinese new year. -_-

and that's all. but THIS year, we got money from darin's mother. we got five dollars!! (: i feel so rich now.

now when people brag about all the money they got for new years, i could brag about getting money too. :D

yes. i'm getting sidetracked again, blog. i need to tell you: so i thought i lost my wallet.

while i was cooking dinner for my siblings i was lamenting about my lost wallet.

but then suddenly i REMEMBERED. i left it at church, blog--you knoe my second house.

because i remember walking back into church with chrisl after goodbying the guys. or i should say the boys.

and i asked chrisl to hold my wallet. and then after i signed marianna out of her kindergarden sunday school class, i went back upstairs to the youth room to get lunch for marianna because she was famished.

and chrisl came in and said i ditched him but i didn't. because i lost sight of him through the crowd. -_- and then he said: here's your wallet. and he set it down on the table.

but i forgot about it, blog because i was getting food for marianna AND chrisl. and i left it lying there. ._.

but later uncle [dennis] went to go pick it up for me at nine 'o clock. because he said he saw it there and he was close to church.

so uncle to the rescue! yees. my wallet is saved. (: thanks a bunch, uncle.

i can't believe i left it ALL ALONE too. and it was all alone in the dark for four hours. poor wallet. or i should say penniless. because that's her name. (:

on the top right side of my forehead, there's a really really gigantic enormous humongo blackhead, blog. -_- or in other words, a pimple. and it's pink.

i WOULD feel sad--and i must admit that i was criticizing how dreadful the blemish looked because it looked like a pink volcano about to explode, blog! @_@

but i was just thinking that it's not like everyday i get the privilege to have one.

so it must be an honor. :) i much cherish the moments before it fades away and never comes back.

i named it penelope so it's a girl.

but seong said to call it bob. -_-

and someone said: is this the first time you've ever had a pimple?!

and kevin sneered when i said it looked pretty.

and jonathan kept saying: why do you have the mark of the beast on your forehead?

-_- but it's NOT the mark of the beast. *sob* it's penelope!

and people kept staring at it when i was talking to them or when i passed by them.

erhg. oh well. like steph said today, we must not care about what other people think.

steph met timmy's sister--susan today. :) they both go to ucsd. now they can be friends.

me, jordan, and timmy decided to go visit our siblings in san diego during spring break. (:

except for jordan. i forgot he doesn't have any siblings that go to ucsd. but it's okae. i'll share steph for the time being.

oh yes, blog. and wilbur will come too. because his brother goes to ucsd too.

church is having a picture day. :) so when you look through the directory, you could see how everyone looks like!

i don't like being an usher, blog. -_- i'm a bad usher. and some people kind of yelled at me today. ._. because i did a bad job.

and last week too. and last last week when i was ushering with joe. both of us forgot to buy the donuts.

and i put the offering money in the wrong place. -_- and now it might be stolen. i don't knoe. @_@ shh. don't tell them, blog. but the other ushers might have found the money. hopefully.

or maybe i shouldn't be an usher anymore. *sob* i'm not good enough for the job. -_-

uncle [dennis] came again today. but *surprise surprise* not to freeload this time. i told you blog remember? he went to go pick up my wallet and drop it off at my house.

then he's here to play with us too. (:

he said: i have a bad reputation of freeloading off of you guys. and everyone keeps asking me about it! put in your blog that i'm not a freeloader and that i come to your house to bring up the morale. and to encourage you guys.

very funny, uncle. :)

mother: he's lonely
uncle: how is he lonely?! he's married!

SOMEONE thinks that getting married solves everything.

we're getting our carpet washed tomorroe, blog. so it's going to be all nice and clean. (:

uncle thinks it's funny that i thought there's such thing as a girl carpet cleaner. -_- *shriek* girls could be carpet cleaners too!!

@_@ who knows? i think i MIGHT even be one when i grow up!

we played taboo: me, uncle, abraham on one team and christina, angela, and my mother and marianna on the other team.

and my team won, blog: sixteen to eleven.

eeeeeeeeeeeeee! YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES!! i'm INVINCIBLE now! i just beat uncle and christina in super smash brothers. *BEAM* eeeeeeeeeeeeeee! aren't you proud of me blog?!

so many victories in ONE DAY, blog. (: i really really LIKE winning.

i must tell you though i'm a bad loser sometimes. ._. i'm not a bad loser in sports, because you knoe, it's just a game.

but like ONE TIME when marianna beat me in super smash brothers, i felt really humiliated and disgraced because i lost to a KINDERGARDENER!! ._.

and i didn't even let her. i tried too. *sob*

but that's okae. i beat her the rest of the times i played her. (:

uncle taught me how to pencil fight. and you're supposed to break the other person's pencil but i ended up breaking mine. -_- and now it's in two pieces.

i want to take my permit THIS week, blog. (: jerry says that i don't have to read the book and that i should just take practice tests. :)

i grounded my mother yesterday and today from going to church and from going to prayer meeting because she came home so LATE yesterday from a wedding banquet and because she didn't take a nap.

but she disobeyed me and went to church today and hauled me along with my siblings. -_-

and i scolded her this morning but she just pinched my cheek and chuckled.

steph has two quizzes and four midterms this week, blog. and she's super super stressing over them. ._.

i hope she does good. or i should say well. remember, i love you steph. :D