smile for me. (:

there's no place like home.

me and christina realized that yesterday.

of course i realized that a looong time ago. but then it came to me again.

i've been taking home for granted, blog. and that's not good. because that means i'm not appreciating things at home. or haven't been. @_@ and not appreciating my family and everyone in it--my father, mother, steph, christina, angela, abraham and marianna.

*sob* and they do so much for me. -_-

so at home it MAY be loud like chrisl said. but then it's happy. and loving.

i forgot to tell you blog. chrisl called me yesterday! (: but he said it was because he was bored. and he sounded sad and depressed. he didn't want to go home. and he was going to eat dinner. but he said everyone was busy.

i would've invited him to our house. but then he kept saying: why is your house so loud?

and he kept asking that every three minutes.

and when he came to our house on friday he told us that our house was like a warzone.

and so i didn't invite him to our house.

we don't need him anyway. juuust kidding, blog.

chrisl is nice. he's even coming today to our cell group. which reminds me that jonathan hasn't given me the Bible study..so i guess there's not Bible study today. (:

anyhow, my family is the best, blog.

like during dinner, everyone talks. in some families, people aren't allowed to talk because it's supposed to be "silent." or people don't eat together. but i don't knoe. eating dinner together with family is fun.

and even though everyone's has their own stuff to do, we still have to eat dinner together. it's like a FAMILY.

we have to stick together. even though everyone's busy with their own stuff we always find time to spend together.

yesterday after dinner, when i was washing the dishes, me and christina were dancing around and making jokes along with angela, abraham, and marianna.

and we kept laughing. and it was so fun. (:

and christina mentioned how there's no place like home--there was no one else like our family.

it's so happy. and loving. everyone loves each other even when we all have our own problems and make mistakes.

yes. the kwans. i love my family. (:

and to think that when i have to go to college and be miles away from them. *shriek*

steph's so far away. but at least she calls us and comes home every other weekend.

well like they say, we must cherish these moments. cherish cherish cherish.

abraham let me wear his blue shirt yesterday. (: it has a whole bunch of cars on it.

i didn't pick up my phone during studying period because my phone was on silent. and if it's silent, blog then that means i can't hear it. because the rings don't make noises. (:

and i also needed to concentrate on studying; shunning out distractions. because like they say, it's really easy to get distracted. at least it is for me. -_-

but anyhow aren't you proud blog?

steph called but i was studying. and then she texted me saying that she left her turquiose chem notebook at home.

and then she tells my mother and then she thinks that i took steph's chem notebook. but i didn't. -_-

then the next day, steph's chem notebook miraculously appears on the table.

actually it was angela who took it--absent-minded as she was. and she took it out during school because she was going to take notes. but she realized that it was steph's notebook and so she just "secretly" put it on the table.

oh well. at least steph's notebook wasn't lost. here's your chem problems steph: ch. 1 #4, 12, 22, 26, 32, 36, 42, 52, 56, 66, 70, 78; ch. 2 #4, 10, 18, 24, 28, 32, 36, 40, 44, 48, 52, 56, 58, 62, 68, 70, 76

there. (:

i really miss steph, blog. -_- haven't talked to her for the longest time. and she's coming home next weeeek. so far away. @_@

i would say i haven't talked to you for a long time blog, but i'm talking to you now. and talked to you yesterday night. i didn't talk to you from monday to thursday because i was studying.

and steph said: i expect to see no blogging.

and i knoe if she DID see me talking to you, i'd be in big big trouble, blog.

so that's why i didn't talk to you. don't worry. it's not because i didn't like you. i still like you. but sometimes i don't. -_- my time flies by every time i talk to you. and i get so tired.

like yesterday. -_- and now my throat hurts, blog. it's ALL YOUR FAULT.

and you take up the time i could've been using to talk to other people. -_-

oh well. i did a lot of things yesterday. for the THIRD time, i actually feel like i accomplished something OTHER than studying. (: