smile for me. (:

so today i was SUPPOSED to go to driver's training. except i didn't have my permit. not yet.

i was so crushed, blog. you don't understand. i almost cried. ._.

yesterday i remember i was excitedly telling wilbur how i was going to have driver's training. then he disdainfully tells me that i can't go for driver's training because i don't have my permit.

-_- but i thought he was wrong because the appointment was already set up, and i thought my instructor---christina kuo's uncle--knew that i didn't have my permit yet.

so i thought that i was right and that everything was okae. and that i was going to drive the next day. or learn to drive. even though i knoe how to, blog.

then at night when we got home my mother asked me how i was going to take the class. and i said: well DRIVE of course!

and she went all crazy on me and said: WHAT?! DRIVE?! NONONONO. you can't drive! you don't even have your permit! HOW COULD YOU DRIVE?! AIYAH! driving without your permit?! you don't even knoe how to drive! you want to die? or you want to get punished by the police and get a ticket?! we can't afford to get a ticket from the police. you can't drive tomorroe. i think your instructor is crazy. this is nonsense. you can't drive without a permit. this is common sense.

and i was speechless. so i said nothing.

and i felt overwhelmed. and i felt sad. but i kind of didn't believe her either. so i called up christina kuo. just to make sure, blog. because like they say, you never knoe.

then it ends up that my instructor thought i had my permit. so the appointment was canceled. and driver's training was thrown out the window. -_-

and as much as i hate to admit it my mother AND WILBUR were right. and i was wrong. *sob* ._. i hate being wrong, blog.

on a brighter note, i got my pink slip today, blog. (:

except it’s a blue piece of paper. so i’m not sure if it’s supposed to be called a blue slip. or pink slip. -_- because aren’t pink slips supposed to be pink?

well the one jerry gave me was pink. -_- and he didn’t tell me that i couldn’t reuse it. because his name was on it. and wilso too. -_- i remember wilso was supposed to give me his pink slip too because I baked him white chocolate chip cookies.

but it doesn’t matter anymore blog. because i can’t use it anyway. AND i have my own now. (:

a step closer to getting my license. (:

and now i could go get my permit anytime.

a lot of people said that the permit test is easy. and that it’s just common sense. but joe says i probably won’t pass because i don’t have any common sense. -_-

but we'll see about that.

i want to take my permit test tomoroe, blog. but steph says i can't. -_- she says i'm not ready. and dmv's not open on the weekends. and i'll be busy with school when school starts. and the semester will be closing to an end. so that means i'll be studying for finals.

so i guess the permit test will have to wait. *sob*

oh well. i must be content with having a pink slip for now.

i went to costco today, blog. yes. jordan's most favorite place in the world. (:

well it was the first time i went to costco this year. (: with almost my whole family too. except for my father. -_-

but that's okae. that's why there's always a next time.

we filled up two carts and everything amounted to four hundred fourteen dollars and thirty-two cents. -_- that's what we get for having a big family.

someone should get each one of us kwans a costco gift certificate. (:

oh yea..i must confess, blog. i broke two resolutions already. ._.

*shriek* this wasn't supposed to happen! you must help me, blog. OKAE!? good.

ergh. i'm breaking one now. @_@

steph cut mine and abraham's hair today, blog.

i was just sitting there and she just cut and cut and cut. and cut and cut.

-_- i lost so much hair. i think i might go bald now. or look like my father. *sob*

it's just that his hairstyle looks good on him. and not on me. not at all.