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i got two NEW pens today, blog. (: they're two identical pens. blue pens.

it was from lisa and myrien. they didn't want it so they just thrust it to me.

i just said to lisa: wow! you have a new pen!
she said: here you could have it!!

i wouldn't take it, because you knoe, you shouldn't take other people's new stuff. and i was just complimenting her on her new pen.

but she stuck it in my shirt and ran away. -_- and myrien threw her pen at me and said: here you can have this! and they ran off.

so i stood there with TWO new pens. so i guess that i means i have two new pens now, blog. :)

uncle [dennis] is at our house to eat AGAIN. -_- but he bought us taboo. for us to have. it's a NEW taboo. :) eeeeeeee. now we can play taboo at our own expense. :D

he said he bought us taboo because he felt bad for "freeloading" off of us. but we were just kidding about that. but oh well. owning a taboo is totally fine.

today in the beginning of class, victor kept saying that he hated spongebob. and he hates my backpack because it's a spongebob backpack. and he said to throw it away. @_@

so during us history jc took my "little book of stress" book to read. and he showed it to edwin, esther, amy and melody. and they were laughing. i guess it's because the book is funny.

and then during lunch i didn't remember getting my stress book back. and edwin said that he didn't knoe where it was. and that jc or melody had it. and so i asked jc during track but he didn't have it. ._. and melody didn't say anything to me during class. and i forgot to ask her.

jc said he saw mr. levno--our us history teacher reading the book and so i was going to go to his room after track practice but i forgot. @_@

and now i don't knoe where it went. *sob* no book to read when i get stressed. @_@

and the last time i saw it was on edwin's desk during us history. and he was sitting on the other side of the room. so i couldn't get the book. -_-

jc thinks that homeschooling makes people stupid. -_- i remember him telling me that in eighth grade.

and today during lunch amy mentioned how mr. levno called me stupid or something.

-_- but that's not true. homeschooled people aren't stupid. @_@ my brother's the smartest person in his class and he's in GATE and he was homeschooled.

and the rest of us kwans aren't stupid either. we're smart.

well. at least somewhat smart. (:

marvin's really really smart, blog. remember--i told you that he's like harvard stanford MIT material.

i knoe he's smarter than me but i asked marvin today in class if he was smarter than me.

and he turned slightly red and said: uhmm..i don't knoe..

he's lying. -_- oh well. i guess he was just being modest. and that he didn't want to hurt my feelings. but we all knoe that marvin's waaay smarter than i am. @_@

steph came home today. which means study time.

i asked her what we were going to do tomorroe and she said: study.

she has four midterms so she has to study tomorroe. and i reckon she'll make me go with her. -_-

it's chinese new years eve today, blog. (:

they say that the older people are supposed to give money to the younger ones. you knoe, hoong bao--the small red paper bags that contain money inside.

but i didn't get any money. @_@ not even a penny. *sob*

oh well. money is not everything.

but yes, blog. happy chinese new year.

posted by ehkl. 10:29 PM

amy gave me eleven hugs today, blog. (: or was it twelve. -_- i can’t remember. *sob* i must getting older.

but i remember she just came up to me in class and gave me like seven hugs.

and she hugged me at lunch too. and during passing period. (:

aiyah. what has gotten into amy! maybe she LIKES me, blog. *gasp* heheh. well, like they say, you never knoe.

shhhhhh72: i gave you 11 hugs!! .. i better get it!
shhhhhh72: 11 hugs is a lot!
shhhhhh72: i never gave anyone that many hugs before!

i was coming out of english when jessica kao and louis were arguing about whether bees get nectar or pollen from flowers.

-_- and they asked me. and i said that bees get pollen from flowers. because they DO, blog.

i remember my bio teacher telling us that. (: and we had to draw pictures of flowers and label all the parts.

but louis said i was wrong and kept arguing about how bees get nectar from flowers. and make pollen. and something about bees and birds. @_@

i forgot what nectar was and i didn’t knoe what he was talking about so i was wordless. -_-

i hate it when i'm speechless. i'm going to research on bees, birds, and pollen and flowers. no online because i don't knoe how. -_- i'll research in encyclopedias and books. from the library.

yes and i shall research. and then i'll be ready to argue. and justify. and finally, win. you knoe, like a lawyer. (: heh. i might even get recommended to become a lawyer, blog. (:

during chinese debbuah and esther were reading my “the little book of stress” book. and they kept laughing because they said it was so stupid. -_-

and nancy read it during lunch and she said she didn’t like the book because it’s talks more of annoying people instead of stress.

and on monday during track jc was reading it and i heard him chuckling to himself.

and afterwards everyone wanted to look at it. our coach was talking and he shot me a look so i felt bad and had to take the book and put it back in my backpack.

-_- i must say that the book is getting mighty popular. i should keep it to myself. so no one else could read it. because it’s mine, blog. reube gave it to me for my birthday. because according to him i "stress too much." -_-

and he gave me the mini bonsai tree kit so that i could plant trees when i get stressed. except there were no seeds inside the kit so he went to go get a new one. or not yet i reckon.

but i guess i shouldn’t keep the book to myself. it's selfish. and i should share. because you knoe, sharing is caring.

i can't find my braincells, blog. *shriek* i am DEVASTATED! -_- i NEED them. especially penelopoo. it's one of my main braincells. ._. it's the one that me, debbuah, and lisa named during chinese class last year, blog.

and now i can't find them! *sob*

a;sidjasd. i need them. @_@

because i still need to write an essay. for english. and draw a political cartoon for us history. but i don't knoe how to draw political cartoons because i can't draw. *sob* and i'm not a very political person.

i don't knoe anything about politics. that's why i've decided that i don't want to be a political person when i grow up. @_@

i guess the only solution is that i'll have to go find those braincells. *shriek* i hate it when i lose things. -_-

posted by ehkl. 11:49 PM

e is for evange (10:59:19 PM): so you guys are limoing this saturday? can i drive for you guys?
AzN cHiNk GuY (10:59:34 PM): o yea next saturday
AzN cHiNk GuY (10:59:42 PM): im not goin
AzN cHiNk GuY (10:59:47 PM): just gonna limo again
AzN cHiNk GuY (10:59:59 PM): go get a car evangeline
AzN cHiNk GuY (11:00:03 PM): then you can join the club
e is for evange (11:00:14 PM): but i CAN'T!!
e is for evange (11:00:21 PM): i'm so sad.
e is for evange (11:00:29 PM): i don't have a car. and if i did, no one would hire me.
e is for evange (11:00:37 PM): they'll hire YOU, wilso and wilbur. *SOB*
AzN cHiNk GuY (11:00:39 PM): awwww.........when i get i new car ill lend it to you
AzN cHiNk GuY (11:00:47 PM): but ya gotta get a license first!!
AzN cHiNk GuY (11:01:50 PM): hey im watchin F4 dis saturday
AzN cHiNk GuY (11:01:58 PM): you can go watch dem if ya come up to vegas
AzN cHiNk GuY (11:02:01 PM): in vegas
e is for evange (11:02:13 PM): VEGAS?!!
AzN cHiNk GuY (11:02:18 PM): dey are so gay!!!!
e is for evange (11:02:26 PM): haha then why are you going to watch them?!

AzN cHiNk GuY (11:06:42 PM): o yea think bout comin up to vegas
AzN cHiNk GuY (11:06:47 PM): hitch a ride or sumtin
AzN cHiNk GuY (11:06:51 PM): next time tim lets you drive
AzN cHiNk GuY (11:06:56 PM): drive all da way up there
AzN cHiNk GuY (11:07:05 PM): he lets everyone drive his car!
AzN cHiNk GuY (11:07:10 PM): hes a brave soul

posted by ehkl. 11:09 PM

so my egg survived yesterday, blog. (:

we had an egg drop project for physics. and we had to design a box so that if you put an egg inside, and drop it thirty feet down from the stadium and hit it with a bat, it won’t break.

and so i packed the inside of my box with bubble wrap and bread. (:

and i had a thick layer of bubble wrap in between the bread so that i could wrap the egg inside. i didn't put an egg in the box because our teacher gives us the egg to make sure it’s not a hard-boiled egg from home.

my mother wanted to make a hard-boiled egg for me but i told her it’s cheating.

then she said: but they won’t knoe!

but yes, blog. :) since a box is square-like, i decided to make it look like spongebob squarepants. because you knoe, spongebob is square-like. and he has square pants! get it? ehehhe.

actually, steph helped me think of using spongebob for my exterior design, blog. :)

i couldn't find any pictures of spongebob's face so i called christina kuo to see if she had any.

she said: why do you need pictures of spongebob?
and i said: BECAUSE! it's for my egg drop project!
christina: you're doing spongebob for your project?!
me: yes!! do you have any pictures?
christina: [laughing] chow's doing it too!!
me: WHAT?! are you serious?! you mean ANDREW?!
christina: hahahaha. yes!! he doing spongebob!

she was talking to him on the other line. and i was crestfallen. because someone else was ALSO doing spongebob. *sob* and then she said she'll call me back later. and she didn't get me any pictures, blog. -_-

and then andrew calls right after i hang up with christina, and he yells at me for "biting off of me [him]." but i DIDN'T blog! because i started before him. and how was i supposed to knoe he was going to do spongebob?

and besides, blog, i thought boys don't like spongebob. @_@

in fact, even some boys hate spongebob--like victor. he says that spongebob is so stupid. and that's why he hates spongebob. and every time he sees spongebob, he puts his hands on his face and yells: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i hate spongebob!!

-_- poor spongebob. but that's okae. i think spongebob is smart.

and victor probably hates spongebob because so many girls like him. and he's jealous. heh. you never knoe. :D

henry gave me a spongebob paper today, blog. because he was looking at my spongebob backpack and said: here evangeline! this is for you. and he handed me a spongebob paper.

henry didn't come to school for two days, blog. because he had surgery. because of this bump on the side of his head. i think it was because someone socked him there but he keeps saying that it was hit by a golf ball. or a football. or that someone shot him there. @_@ but he would be dead if someone shot him there.

and english and chinese class was really really quiet without him there. but when he came back today, class was loud again.

but yes. for our egg drop projects when we had to drop our boxes from the stadium i was so scared that the egg would crack, blog. -_- so i prayed extra extra super hard.

and i had to let spongebob fall...fall alll the way to the ground with a thud. because i put the egg inside of him.

and then i had to run down the stadium to see if spongebob was all right and open up his head and inspect the egg. and it didn't break!! :) and then i had to do it another time.

and this time spongebob lost one of his legs. *sob* and i couldn't find it. and i was kind of sad. because spongebob wouldn't be able to run anymore.

on a brighter note, the egg didn't crack. :) and so i had to bring it to where they hit it with a bat. and they're only supposed to hit it twice but they hit mine four times to "make spongebob suffer." and i think he lost more than four thousand braincells, blog!

like if you hit someone's head once, they lose a thousand braincells. and if you multiply it by four, then it would be FOUR thousand braincells lost.

and that's how many spongebob was supposed to lose but they hit his head so hard that his head is dented. -_- he's probably mentally retarded now. ._.

oh well. because *DUN DUN DUN* the egg survived! :) spongebob did his job.

and i got to bring spongebob home too. and then maybe later you could meet infamous spongebob, blog.

everyone was fascinated with him at school. :) except for victor who kept saying that he hated spongebob. -_-

afterwards my teacher said good job to me. *beam*

but then later i heard him say good job to almost everyone else. -_- so i didn't feel so special anymore.

drew is so A:SOPDIJAS:OIDJ. -_- i don't like hanging up first on the phone. and i never did. and i never will..but i DID yesterday. *SHRIEK*

he TRICKED me, blog. when we were talking on the phone yesterday, he picked up his other phone on the same line. but i didn't knoe. and so when i said: bye! hang up first!! i thought he hung up. it clicked so that meant he hung up the phone. or so i thought.

and so i waited for a minute. and THEN i hung up. then thirty seconds later he calls back yelling triumphantly: YOU HUNG UP FIRST!! ahAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH. -_- i made you hang up first! i'm the FIRST PERSOn you've ever hung up first on!

and i felt so SAD, blog. and miserable. so i was speechless.

but it's not fair. because he cheated. -_-

so i don't think it really counts. so maybe i didn't really hang up first. because he CHEATED.

okae, blog. i mustn't dwell upon this any longer. -_- or else i might change my mind later and think that i hung up first.

uncle [dennis] came to our house AGAIN, today so he could: FREELOAD off of us. yes AGAIN. he came to our house and ate our food on friday, saturday, sunday, and on monday he ate our with my father! FOUR DAYs in a row. and today he brought me and marianna home.

and he said: let me go in the house, so i could say hi to your family.

so he went in. but he didn't JUST say hi to them. he also ATE OUR FOOD! *shriek*

and he's going to eat dinner with us on friday. what a freeloader. @_@

juust kidding, uncle. we love you. -_-

so me and marianna walked into the bathroom because i had to help her brush her teeth. but there was this stench in the air. a very VERY unpleasant smell, blog.

and so we walked to the toilet and inside there was this big brown mass. and me and marianna screamed. -_- and then i flushed the toilet. and then i felt very disgusted.

so we scrambled to the OTHER bathroom to brush our teeth. -_- i'm never ever going to go back to the other bathroom, blog. ._. and i hope it never happens again.

then later i was helping marianna brush her teeth and she told me that she named her belly button mr. oval and her face mr. oval oval. -_-and she was talking to them when i told her to change into her pajamas. @_@

she's probably going to name her nose next. and then her eyes. and then her ears. and she'll probably tell me tomorroe.

and then i'll tell you tomorroe, blog. that is, if she tells me.

posted by ehkl. 10:30 PM

i hate it when i don't have an away message on, blog. -_-

i couldn't think of one so i accidentally clicked the 'i'm back button' and then i was inflicted with the MIA disease AGAIN, blog. *sob* i tried not to. but you knoe the IM boxes just kept popping up. *shriek* and i tried to stay away. but i didn't. -_-

new resolution: to stay away.

but i must admit it's fun talking to people. online. because it's so koolio. you knoe. they're alll the way at home. and i'm at home. and we could TALK. i guess that's what technology does. (:

and it's so weird how people could talk to each other on a plastic thing even when they're million and millions of miles away from each other, blog. yes. very mesmerizing.

and i haven't been talking online for a long time, blog. because i've been trying REALLY REALLY hard to stay away from the MIA disease. and i have. (: so you should be proud.

i guess once in a while is permitted. :)

random conversations:

Fu rAi b0 (8:49:24 PM): ure da best evangeline
Fu rAi b0 (8:49:29 PM): i would never do anything to make fun of u

we'll hold him to that promise, blog.

Fu rAi b0 (8:53:51 PM): yea i made xanga! u hafta read everyday
Fu rAi b0 (8:54:00 PM): or else u owe me 200000000000 dollars
Fu rAi b0 (8:54:05 PM): n u owe us roda viva already

wilbur is the LAST person that would make a xanga. -_- and he's stupid. XANGA?! it's all about BLOGS.

Fu rAi b0 (9:19:03 PM): NANAN CAME TO CHURCH?!!?!?
Fu rAi b0 (9:19:22 PM): WTF!
Fu rAi b0 (9:19:25 PM): R U FOR REALZ?
e is for evange (9:19:34 PM): why....
Fu rAi b0 (9:19:55 PM): DAT GUY WAS HILARIOUS
Fu rAi b0 (9:19:58 PM): WE MADE FUN OF HIM SOOO MUCH
e is for evange (9:20:23 PM): i knoe -_-
Fu rAi b0 (9:21:27 PM): man!
Fu rAi b0 (9:21:29 PM): i want to see him
Fu rAi b0 (9:21:32 PM): i bet jordan would too
Fu rAi b0 (9:22:15 PM): so would joe!
Fu rAi b0 (9:22:20 PM): i wouldve LOVED TO SEE HIM
Fu rAi b0 (9:22:22 PM): my BEST FRIEND
Fu rAi b0 (9:22:25 PM): NANNAN

lla z n tarzanll (8:38:16 PM): so ya guna get me sumthing
e is for evange (8:38:26 PM): i'll give you a gingerbreadman
lla z n tarzanll (8:38:44 PM): come on evangeline!!
lla z n tarzanll (8:38:48 PM): get me sumthing GOOD

gingerbreadmen ARE good. oh well. happy birthday charlie. two months apart are we. (: you'd better like the gingerbread man. and when you get your license, you could drive me around rite. (: heh. @_@ BUT i still think it's bizarre. -_- a SOPHOMORE getting a license before me. @_@ *shriek* this is just MADNESS.

babieeeruth (9:10:02 PM): aww thanks evange you're the bestest
e is for evange (9:10:17 PM): eee!! thanks. (:
babieeeruth (9:10:18 PM): you're my favorite evange in the whole entire world

yay! *beam* MY favorite sarah in the whole universe, blog. :)

don't worry blog. your name is not sarah. you're just blog. you're the bestest blog in the world. (:

JTAI85 (8:58:37 PM): you kknow how you can design your box?
JTAI85 (8:59:07 PM): make a huge birddropping!
JTAI85 (9:04:00 PM): seee...instead of calling it eggdropping project
JTAI85 (9:04:10 PM): you can call it bird-dropping project
e is for evange (9:05:22 PM): LOL
JTAI85 (9:06:14 PM): yeah...i have a feeling that'd get you ec
JTAI85 (9:06:56 PM): cuz like if your egg cracks...that will make the bird dropping more real cuz theres that sticky yoke

shadygrafHEAd (8:38:59 PM): u know when u do that JHSDJHAS..its like cussing but without the words
shadygrafHEAd (8:39:48 PM): suure..its just inarticulate cussing
shadygrafHEAd (8:40:43 PM): put it in ur blog and start a poll
shadygrafHEAd (8:40:54 PM): to c if im right or if ur right
e is for evange (8:42:13 PM): i'm just doing this: ;aoisjd;aosidj to make other people exasperated so they don't understand or it's just ;paisdj when things are inexplicable.
e is for evange (8:42:28 PM): and besides it's like fun because you jsut a;osidja;oisdjas;oidjas;oidj.
e is for evange (8:42:33 PM): it's like a feeling. you knoe when you're excited or exasperated. for me that is.
shadygrafHEAd (8:43:10 PM): ....u smart dumbass?
shadygrafHEAd (8:43:12 PM): hahaha
shadygrafHEAd (8:43:15 PM): thats fun too
shadygrafHEAd (8:43:21 PM): hehehehehehehehehehehehehehe

shadygrafHEAd (9:05:23 PM): i cant..
shadygrafHEAd (9:05:33 PM): im not a positive thinking guy
e is for evange (9:06:10 PM): you CAN be
shadygrafHEAd (9:06:25 PM): maybe but i DON"T want to be

see blog? there's a difference between can't and don't. (:

shadygrafHEAd (9:24:51 PM): 8-)
shadygrafHEAd (9:24:53 PM): :-D
shadygrafHEAd (9:24:56 PM): O:-)
shadygrafHEAd (9:24:59 PM): :-\
shadygrafHEAd (9:25:03 PM): :-)
e is for evange (9:25:07 PM): :-)
e is for evange (9:25:11 PM): lol stop making faces
shadygrafHEAd (9:25:15 PM): haha
shadygrafHEAd (9:25:18 PM): i was beaming

haha yeea. you're learning, jerry. (:

tatdatassup (9:36:33 PM): hopefully get car next week
tatdatassup (9:36:38 PM): im almost done saving up
tatdatassup (9:36:43 PM): so pray for it evangeline
e is for evange (9:36:57 PM): serious?!
e is for evange (9:37:01 PM): so that ALSO MEANS...
e is for evange (9:37:06 PM): that i could drive it next week rite
tatdatassup (9:37:09 PM): nope
tatdatassup (9:37:17 PM): maybe in a lil bit later
e is for evange (9:37:23 PM): when's that -_-
tatdatassup (9:37:26 PM): i duno
tatdatassup (9:37:28 PM): when you get your license
e is for evange (9:37:40 PM): WHAAAAAAAAAAAT
e is for evange (9:37:42 PM): that's SUMMER!
tatdatassup (9:37:47 PM): till than then
e is for evange (9:38:24 PM): what..FORREAL?!
e is for evange (9:38:26 PM): *gasp*
e is for evange (9:38:49 PM): mayn then i HOPE you won't get your car
tatdatassup (9:45:43 PM): man your messed up.!!
e is for evange (10:06:57 PM): i'm just kidding. -_- but you won't let me drive your car *sob*
tatdatassup (10:07:29 PM): i will
tatdatassup (10:07:32 PM): when you have license

driving when i get my license. *grumble*

AzN cHiNk GuY (10:15:19 PM): dont sleep too late
AzN cHiNk GuY (10:19:33 PM): haha!!
AzN cHiNk GuY (10:19:39 PM): my cantonese isnt dat great!!
AzN cHiNk GuY (10:19:43 PM): sure buddy
AzN cHiNk GuY (10:19:58 PM): we should all have canto contest one day

to find out that i'd inevitably lose. @_@ wait--at least i knoe i'll beat jordan, blog. (: and jonathan and josiah.

one more bad factor of going online, blog: getting warned. *shriek* the stupid away message responds to everyone's IMs. -_- i should just leave the computer with no away message and become idle like wilso always does. or sign off.

so after ice age my father said: so what did you guys learn from this movie?
me: that everyone takes care of each other in a herd.
daddy: what about family? did you guys learn something about family?
uncle and us: IT's NOT A FAMILY. it was a herd!

-_- my father thinks that the mammoth, weasel and the tiger were a family. but they're not. they're a herd. oh well. according to abraham, everyone has different opinions.

my father actually laughed in the movie. usually it takes a lot to make him laugh. :) and i heard uncle [dennis] laugh too. of course all of us laughed.

and yes--it was the ice age that jordan got us. (: the one he gave me when i cleaned up his outstandingly messy room.

so i came back from watching ice age to see:
You've been warned by shhhhhh72. Your warning level has increased from 0% to 5%.
You've been warned by H i rYu X 10 27. Your warning level has increased from 4% to 9%.
You've been warned by shhhhhh72. Your warning level has increased from 9% to 14%.
You've been warned by shhhhhh72. Your warning level has increased from 12% to 22%.

shhhhhh72 (9:56:42 PM): why can't i ever warn your more than 5%?!

APPARENTLY, you did amy. -_- *shriek* stop warning me. it looks so undignifying on my buddy list. @_@

ice age was a nice bedtime story. but like angela says: aww i wish we were still watching ice age. i don't want to go to school tomorroe! i WISH IT WAS FRIDAY!

steph's away message: *sob* school tomorroe.

a;sodij. i asked my father if i could drop out of school and he said: yes. or whatever you think is best.

but i knoe i won't, blog. :OASIDJ. erhg. i wish i would. @_@

posted by ehkl. 11:54 PM

it's so strange. you knoe what i found out today, blog?

every time when alex comes to church, his twin--brian doesn't. and every time brian comes to church, alex doesn't.

and then, every time sarah comes to church, gloria doesn't. and today gloria came!! (: but sarah didn't. ._.

it's like they plan it or something. @_@

-_- i'd like to see them ALL come to church at the same time.

but probably next week sarah will come and gloria won't. and only either one of the twins will come. but like they say, you never knoe.

so i was just walking towards the youth room door when some boy sticks out his hand. and says: evangeline?

it was nannan, blog. the boy who we used to be so mean to. @_@

he used to come to our church, when we were all small. and all the kids hated him. i forgot why. it was so long ago. i remember i didn't like him that much either. -_-

i would always exchange insults with him. and we'd always call him names. and chant: we hate nannan! and when he got stung by a bee, we laughed at him. ._. and a couple years later he left our church. @_@

we were so mean. ._. sorrie nannan.

yes. so it was nannan, but he changed his name to greg. or i should say his english name is greg. and he looks SO DIFFERENt. his hair is spiked and he's so tall. and he is much much cleaner. he grew up. he's now a sophomore.

it took me a moment to realize who he was. because you knoe, i haven't seen him for like a million years and my brain was still broken into a million pieces--since it was finals AND sats shattered it all. i haven't finished gathering all my brain cells yet. -_-

yes and after a moment i recognized him. and i said: it's NANNAN!

like i always used to say to "warn" the other kids when he was coming. but then this time it was an exclamation of surprise. but we are on friendly terms now, blog. so there is nothing to worry.

the last time i saw him was at the agape conference, and we greeted each other cordially. and we talked. and i apologized.

so i assumed we were on friendly terms. yes. and i found that people are much more mature when they grow up. and more nicer to each other too.

so i shook his hand. and we talked for a while. and he met uncle and timothy. he was at our church because they had this training thing. and i found out that he plays the drums too! (:

i guess nannan wasn't all that bad. i apologized to him again for being so mean back then. -_- i still feel really guilty about the whole thing, blog.

but like they say, we must not live in the past.

mimi came to our house because she didn't want to go home. her mother was also invited to the sleepover at the house in 'the country.' -_- my mother already left to go there. i hope she has fun. (:

and so that means i have to cook and take care of the house while she's gone. @_@ and steph's not here to help me. but that's okae. because you knoe--the Bible says i can do anything through Christ who strengthens me. (: hah. i can do ANYTHING.

my brother and my father are watching the superbowl.

the guys were worried about not finding a place to watch the superbowl because uncle ronald--reube's dad wouldn't let them come to their house to watch. and they always go to their house to watch the superbowl every year.

oh i don't knoe, blog. is the superbowl an annual thing? -_-

but i'm sure the guys found some place to watch it.

i saw abraham pretend he was interested in watching the superbowl but i could tell he was pretty bored. eheheh.

i kept saying ouch because the football guys keep hitting each other and stuff. because you knoe, in football, you're supposed to tackle people.

and i think abraham and my father kind of got exasperated because i was disrupting the whole game. -_- and they couldn't hear the speaker guy talk. @_@

uncle [dennis] is coming later to watch. and i have to cook dinner for them to eat.

and i said: are you staying for dinner?
he said: if there's going to be dinner provided.
me: oh. i just wanted to knoe because i have to prepare it.
uncle: YOU're preparing the dinner?!
me: yes..WHAT! you don't want to eat the food i cook?!
uncle: no..because if you're going to prepare the food then..good! i'll eat it for sure!

-_- what a LIAR. i bet he's lying, blog. *sob* we'll just kick him out of the house during dinner time. we'll all just carry him and throw him out of the house. (:

my father is leaving for hong kong tomorroe, blog. ): i'm sad. i don't want him to go. i'll feel empty when he's gone. and i'm going to miss him so much. but my grandma's sick. really really sick. she's really close to dying, he says. ._. and he has to go see her. his mother.

i really really miss her, blog. she has some history with us. i wish my cantonese was fluent like reube and spenroe's and wilso's so i could talk to her all day. actually their cantonese isn't THAT good. but chrisl's is pretty good. i just wish mine was fluent.

me: mother, can i go to hong kong with daddy?
mother: yes!
me: i can even skip school?!
mother: okay.
me: yeeeeees. how much does the plane ticket cost?
mother: seven hundred dollars.
me: can you book a ticket for me to go with daddy to hong kong?
mother: okae. give me the money.

-_- VERY FUNNY mother.

then later later she says: of course you can't go to hong kong!

*shriek* my hopes were all high too. ._.

today uncle sang a song in his sermon that he made up. it was talking about pain being a hidden blessing and how God didn't fail us. (: it was a beautiful song. if i didn't knoe better, i'd say it sounded like a "real" worship song.

now uncle could become a PROFESSIONAL song writer.

i told him i clapped first for him but timothy said that uncle doesn't care if i clapped for him or not. -_-

pain is a hidden blessing--dennis liu

posted by ehkl. 5:56 PM

sibling conversations:

abraham: the game's around the middle ages.
me: you mean the medieval times?
angela: OH you knoe what medival means?! ahahaha i thought you were dumb.

angela: daddy let josiah and junior high boys play on the computer as long as they didn't look up bad stuff.
me: huh--what bad stuff?
angela: uhmm......I DON'T KNOE! how could i knoe?! i'm not BAD.

christina: stop eating my food! you're going to become so fat that no boys will like you.
marianna: NO!! that's not true! my brother likes me!
abraham: what?! NO! that's an opinion!

[something happens]
angela: are you going to put that in your blog?
me: no

later..
me and angela: [laugh]
angela: that's so funny! are you going to put that in your blog?
me: no of course not!

later later later..
[angela says something]
me and angela: [laugh]
angela: are you going to put that in your blog?
abraham: stop asking that and trying to be in other people's blogs! YOU KNOE WHAT! you should just make up your OWN blog so you could write up everything about yourself.

posted by ehkl. 10:26 PM

stupid chrisl.

he changed my away message to: playing the new version of CS...

-_- he was on the computer because he was "helping" me look up the address and directions to whittier college.

but i saw him looking up his imaginary nba basketball team's scores. -_-

and i bet when i went to play super smash brothers against my brother, he changed my away message.

so spenroe--don't "what the" me. -_-

j Oh Ne E eBoI (5:18:57 PM): wtf u play cs?
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j Oh Ne E eBoI (5:18:59 PM): woah
j Oh Ne E eBoI (5:19:02 PM): u must be godly then

very funny johnny. @_@

yes. so i must conclude that chrisl is stupid.

oh well. at least he found out where whittier college was. thanks chrisl. (:

and so that meant that i HAD to go take the sats.

since i couldn't find where the whittier college was i was kind of thinking about not taking sats, blog. you knoe--save time, save money...actually, not really. -_-

i saw robert wagner today. it was funny. because i haven't seen him for so long.

i was just walking out of the car. and about to walk past him. and then he stuck his arm out and it scared me so i turned around and just stood there and almost couldn't remember who he was.

because only bits of my shattered brain was left. finals killed most of my braincells, blog. -_-

and i had to gather some braincells to remember who he was. then i said: ohhh it's robert wagner! heya robert wagner. *wave*

and he waved back and acknowledged me with a smile and you knoe those kind of nods. *up nod*

heh. i think that's so koolio. i'm going to greet everyone like that toMorroe, blog. (:

i thought we could sit with anyone we wanted during testing so i asked esther where she was going to sit. and she said: oh we could pick where we sit?

and the lady said: NO. you will be assigned seats. and i felt discomforted. -_-

i'm so sad. i really really really really hope i did good, or well on the sats. ._. but i don't knoe. BECAUSE:

it was on section two and the lady told us to make sure our calculators are put away under our desks. and it was a math section.

and i was really confused because during psats we used calculators. and you knoe, blog--what's the use of bringing calculators if you're not even going to use them?

so the test starts. and i wanted to ask them. but i was scared of the lady. and the lady also said that she wouldn't answer any questions once the test started. and she didn't even ask: does anyone have questions?

she just said: okae everyone turn to section two and you may start. and as the sound of shuffling papers subsided i could tell that everyone started. -_-

so i started the math section without a calculator. but there was a problem that took me so long because i had to use division four times and multiplication three times with big numbers. ._.

and i kept sneaking looks at everyone else to see if they needed to use a calculator. but everyone around me weren't using calculators. and i was so worried. because i needed a calculator. i even brought TWO just in case. -_-

i felt kind of sad too. because was i stupid and needed to use a calculator while everyone was smart and using mental math?

so i kept looking around and the lady kept looking at me. and i was like: oh noo! what if he thinks i'm cheating?

but i really wasn't. i just wanted to see if anyone was using a calculator. and then i saw andy using a calculator. and i was like WHAT?! why is he using a calculator?! how come he's not in trouble. *gasp* is he cheating?

and then i heard someone in back of me clacking on their buttons on their calculator. and i was so confused, blog.

so for the last twelve minutes of the section i decided to be brave and to risk anything. and i got my calculator from under my desk and used it for the remainding time.

but it ends up that andy wasn't cheating and that the people were talking to the VERBAL section people about putting their calculators under their desk! because people had different forms. *sob* i was so OUTRAGED at myself. L:ASDJIO:SAI

._. oh well. esther sympathized with me during our really short five minute break. but christina told me later that at the dance competition esther told her that i did something really stupid that was "so evangeline." @_@

so i DID eat breakfast like timmy told me to and bring food to sats like steph instructed me to do. but my stomach growled in the middle of section four and the last section of the test. really loud too, blog.

and the boy sitting behind me shuffled his feet. and i'm sure he heard it. @_@ i was so embarrassed, blog.

wow. the furby hasn't been talking for the whole week. (: it's been sleeping like a good boy. or i mean furby. @_@

but unfortunately, angela woke it up today because she started mimicking it. and now i can't make it to go back to sleep. *shriek*

my mother's going to a sleepover tommorroe--somewhere in 'the country.' maybe next to reube and spenroe's house or something. heh. (: she's so excited. but we're all going to miss her..even if it's only going to be one night.

jams came to work on the physics egg drop project with me today. (: but then we didn't accomplish much..or did we? -_-

he was here for THREE hours, blog. -_- and i was blogging before he came. but i wasn't done when he came.

and then when i wasn't looking, he kept putting "i smell" in here, blog. that would've been very disgraceful for me. @_@

drew was supposed to come work with me but i forget that on saturdays he doesn't believe in doing homework. >_<

oh yea did i tell you blog? he doesn't eat pork either. -_- he might as well become a vegetarian!!

H i rYu X 10 27 (12:17:47 AM): hiiii
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H i rYu X 10 27 (12:18:06 AM): good luck tomororw ;-)
H i rYu X 10 27 (12:18:12 AM): call me tomorrow okay before i leave for the dance

yees. (: my best friend hasn't forgotten about me after all.

heh. i hope him and jessicawa have fun today at winter formal, blog. i talked to them for thirteen minutes. thirteen minutes and three seconds to be exact. (:

well jordan better be good this time. :)

and i suppose reube is at the rowland formal with mecky.

christina came back from her competition. (: and she's happy because they won first place.

and i had to wake up around six something to help her with her hair and her make-up. but then she was running late so i only did her hair. but she had to do it all over again because i did it "wrong." -_-

but oh well. i never thought of becoming a hair stylist or anything. @_@

uncle came to our house to freeload off of us and to use our computer because his computer is broken. -_-

and he doesn't want to twin with me tommoroe. *sob*

i guess no one's going to be twinning with me. -_- no twin for me.

posted by ehkl. 10:00 PM

shadygrafHEAd (10:54:02 PM): hey im gonna warn u cause im bored

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shadygrafHEAd (10:54:17 PM): dont worry its done out of love
shadygrafHEAd (10:54:26 PM): dammit it didnt work

You've been warned by shadygrafHEAd. Your warning level has increased from 5% to 10%.
You've been warned by shadygrafHEAd. Your warning level has increased from 8% to 13%.

APPARENTLY it DID work, jerry. -_-

warning me because he's bored. aiyah. so much for love.

AND amy always warns me when i'm away too, blog. -_-

she always starts it. makes my perfect 0% go up to 5%. @_@

You've been warned by shhhhhh72. Your warning level has increased from 0% to 5%.

getting warned gives me such an UNpleasant feeling, blog. *sob*

posted by ehkl. 1:38 PM

just some advice before you take sats:

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i am steph kwan (10:03:51 PM): hardy har har. yea rite. :-) anyway. just wanted to say hi and that i love you so much and i miss you so much and you need to take a practice SAT TEST RITE NO!W! you must STUDY! and remember to always THINK before you answer on the sats and GOOD LUCK and i'll pray for you and i love you so so so much and i wish was home and you need to bring food to the sat cuz it's embarrassing if your stomach grumbles in the middle of the test cuz it's so quiet. so you need to bring food to eat on your break and also water cuz if you are thirsty then you can't concentrate. OK!tell everyone i said hi and that i love them

i love you too steph. (:

posted by ehkl. 10:27 PM

talking to my mother is fun, blog.

i think even more funner than talking to you. (:

(to steph: yes yes i knoe, i'm grammatically incorrect. it's either more fun or funner but no: more funner. but i like it that way. eheheh.)

we had a picnic today. me, marianna, and my mother. the three m's. (:

i went to buy food at del taco and the lady took so long. @_@

we were in a hurry. at two we had to go pick up christina from school and it was already twelve forty-five. almost no time to play.

and i almost took a man's food but then he snapped at me: hey that's mine. my number is eighty-six. is YOURs eighty-six? i don't think so.

-_- i think he was in a bad mood. but it was my fault too, blog.

i was so scared that i forgot to say sorrie. ._.

oh well. i think i looked sorrie. so it's okae right? because actions speak louder than words. (:

well FINALLY the lady gives me the food and i hop in the car and OFF we go to the uncle robert park. or i should say the thomas burton park. so we could have a picnic. (:

chrisl thinks that it's not a picnic if you buy del taco and go to the park and play. but it is too.

he thinks that you have to pack peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and bananas and go to the park and sit on a blanket to make it a picnic. -_- i don't think so.

the weather was really sunny. and my mother grimaced and said: oh no. the sun is shining so bright. i'm going to melt. and become black.

-_- she doesn't want to get dark. she says that i'm too dark. and that me and my siblings always look like black people during the summer.

oh well. @_@ like jordan says: it happens.

we rushed to go pick up christina from school to find out that we had to wait for her half an hour past time because ms. kirkley was talking and talking and talking and talking. -_- the dance team has a competition tomoroe. (:

i saw jams and josh. they were sitting in the car and yelled: hi evangeline!

and i couldn't see who it was. but then i saw josh's car. and i saw them laughing. @_@ they went to school just to decide what they were going to do. i hope i never do that, blog.

i told uncle [dennis] that i have no friends. and he said that he WILL be my friend. *shriek* i thought he was my friend.

yttyj: i'll be your friend :-)
A sNrICE GAL: you'LL, notice the will
A sNrICE GAL: -_-
A sNrICE GAL: see i don't have any
yttyj: hahahahaha
yttyj: you're so negative today
yttyj: i mean....i am your friend

then next he tells me that mr. rogers is my friend.

yttyj: have you ever watched mr. rogers?
A sNrICE GAL: LOL yea. i like him!
A sNrICE GAL: i wish i lived in his neighborjhood

yttyj: mr. rogers always sang that one song at the end of the show, right?
yttyj: and did you know he's an ordained presbyterian minister?
yttyj: and he always said, "i like you just they way you are."
yttyj: he's your friend too
yttyj: he always says, "won't you be my neighbor?"
yttyj: that means, "won't you be my friend?"
A sNrICE GAL: i think he might be lying
yttyj: nah
yttyj: don't say that!!!
yttyj: mr rogers never lies

heh. we'll see about that. (:

posted by ehkl. 6:22 PM

there's no place like home.

me and christina realized that yesterday.

of course i realized that a looong time ago. but then it came to me again.

i've been taking home for granted, blog. and that's not good. because that means i'm not appreciating things at home. or haven't been. @_@ and not appreciating my family and everyone in it--my father, mother, steph, christina, angela, abraham and marianna.

*sob* and they do so much for me. -_-

so at home it MAY be loud like chrisl said. but then it's happy. and loving.

i forgot to tell you blog. chrisl called me yesterday! (: but he said it was because he was bored. and he sounded sad and depressed. he didn't want to go home. and he was going to eat dinner. but he said everyone was busy.

i would've invited him to our house. but then he kept saying: why is your house so loud?

and he kept asking that every three minutes.

and when he came to our house on friday he told us that our house was like a warzone.

and so i didn't invite him to our house.

we don't need him anyway. juuust kidding, blog.

chrisl is nice. he's even coming today to our cell group. which reminds me that jonathan hasn't given me the Bible study..so i guess there's not Bible study today. (:

anyhow, my family is the best, blog.

like during dinner, everyone talks. in some families, people aren't allowed to talk because it's supposed to be "silent." or people don't eat together. but i don't knoe. eating dinner together with family is fun.

and even though everyone's has their own stuff to do, we still have to eat dinner together. it's like a FAMILY.

we have to stick together. even though everyone's busy with their own stuff we always find time to spend together.

yesterday after dinner, when i was washing the dishes, me and christina were dancing around and making jokes along with angela, abraham, and marianna.

and we kept laughing. and it was so fun. (:

and christina mentioned how there's no place like home--there was no one else like our family.

it's so happy. and loving. everyone loves each other even when we all have our own problems and make mistakes.

yes. the kwans. i love my family. (:

and to think that when i have to go to college and be miles away from them. *shriek*

steph's so far away. but at least she calls us and comes home every other weekend.

well like they say, we must cherish these moments. cherish cherish cherish.

abraham let me wear his blue shirt yesterday. (: it has a whole bunch of cars on it.

i didn't pick up my phone during studying period because my phone was on silent. and if it's silent, blog then that means i can't hear it. because the rings don't make noises. (:

and i also needed to concentrate on studying; shunning out distractions. because like they say, it's really easy to get distracted. at least it is for me. -_-

but anyhow aren't you proud blog?

steph called but i was studying. and then she texted me saying that she left her turquiose chem notebook at home.

and then she tells my mother and then she thinks that i took steph's chem notebook. but i didn't. -_-

then the next day, steph's chem notebook miraculously appears on the table.

actually it was angela who took it--absent-minded as she was. and she took it out during school because she was going to take notes. but she realized that it was steph's notebook and so she just "secretly" put it on the table.

oh well. at least steph's notebook wasn't lost. here's your chem problems steph: ch. 1 #4, 12, 22, 26, 32, 36, 42, 52, 56, 66, 70, 78; ch. 2 #4, 10, 18, 24, 28, 32, 36, 40, 44, 48, 52, 56, 58, 62, 68, 70, 76

there. (:

i really miss steph, blog. -_- haven't talked to her for the longest time. and she's coming home next weeeek. so far away. @_@

i would say i haven't talked to you for a long time blog, but i'm talking to you now. and talked to you yesterday night. i didn't talk to you from monday to thursday because i was studying.

and steph said: i expect to see no blogging.

and i knoe if she DID see me talking to you, i'd be in big big trouble, blog.

so that's why i didn't talk to you. don't worry. it's not because i didn't like you. i still like you. but sometimes i don't. -_- my time flies by every time i talk to you. and i get so tired.

like yesterday. -_- and now my throat hurts, blog. it's ALL YOUR FAULT.

and you take up the time i could've been using to talk to other people. -_-

oh well. i did a lot of things yesterday. for the THIRD time, i actually feel like i accomplished something OTHER than studying. (:

posted by ehkl. 12:33 PM

GUESS WHAT BLOG?

oh well. you'll take too long to guess.

i just wanted to tell you that: i'm DONE WITH FINALS! yeeeeeeeeees!

eeeeeeeee! (: FINALLY done. yes.

we still have second semester finals, though. -_- BUT that's later later.

so like they say, i must cherish the time now.

hah. you knoe what blog? diamond bar people still have to take finals. their's is next week. heh. i hope they suffer like i did.

(: juuuuuust kidding. that's bad. -_- i hope they don't suffer like i did.

but it would make me feel better. (:

so i was REALLY REALLY excited when i got home from school. because finals were done. and no school friday.

and i did a lot of things NOT related to school too: i washed the dishes, cooked, hugged my mother fives times, cleaned up the house, and vacuumed and you knoe, fun stuff like that.

(: i even got to eat lunch with marianna and my mother because we had minimum day.

marianna comes home from school every single day at noon. -_- while it's minimum day for us, it's a normal day for her.

*shriek* i'm so EXASPERATED. i can't find the address to where i'm taking sats on saturday. -_-

it's whittier college. and they don't have the address on the sat receipt. @_@

and so i just typed in whittier college and the city and zip code on mapquest.com. because someone told me to. and i did.

and it just had a list of colleges and the only one that started with a whittier was a 'whittier law school' alllllll the way in costa mesa. -_-

i'm looking for WHITTIER COLLEGE! don't they knoe that. -_- erhg.

i can't find it ANYWHERE. *shriek* stupid SATs.

i'm so sad, blog. you must help me find the address.

@_@ whoever decided to make the SAT test on the saturday right after finals. -_- no time to relax.

so it's finals then SATs, and then i still have a physics project. the egg drop project. -_-

where you have to design the box so that if you put an egg in there and drop it from thirty feet above and hit it with a bat, the egg won't break.

and there's like top five or something like that. i'm going to try to get number one, blog. because you knoe, the honor, the glory...just kidding. i just want the EXTRA CREDIT. you get an extra ten points! (:

but that's all.

and we have to write a formal lab too. i like formal labs but it's going to take so long. because i'm a slowpoke. -_-

a lot of people say i'm slow, blog. like slow in getting jokes. @_@ it's not my fault.

WELL, i STILL can't find the address to the place i'm taking my SATs. -_- i'm doomed.

will they call out my name if i don't show up? -_-

well..maybe they won't even notice if i'm there or not.

but I WILL.

my mother wants me to submit my sat scores to small colleges too. because i'm just submitting them to you knoe, the usual: ucla, ucsd, uci, and berkeley.

but you have to pay an additional fee of $6.50 if you want to submit to more colleges. and i told my mother that it's too expensive. and she said i'm too stingy. -_-

i just don't want to waste money..BECAUSE who cares about my scores anyway. -_-

just kidding. i care, blog. and i hope you do too.

and if i get a really really really bad score, and they send my really really really bad score to the colleges--then the colleges would see that i'm stupid. and reject me. me and my college applications next year. with those heart-breaking rejection letters.

but then my mother kept insisting that i would only have to take my sats once because i would get a really good score. -_- i don't knoe about that.

well..my mother read the SAT registration information online and it said if we wanted to submit my sat scores to other colleges i could do it later.

so it was dinner time and me and my mother were still in the college/sat mode and angela said: what evangeline? you're going to college in THIS height?

and she puts her hand close to ground to emphasize her words.

so much for encouragement. ESPECIALLY from my OWN family.

and christina too. people ALMOST always have to think that she's the older one. just because someone's taller, doesn't mean they're older. @_@ and people say that she looks older than me anyway.

and she brags about being taller than me to everyone. *sob* and also when HER freshmen friends thought i was a freshmen. -_- and when strangers thought that she was the junior and i was the freshmen. -_- erhg.

and when someone EVEN thought i was in eighth grade! AIYAH. that's to the extreme, blog.

-_- i'm working on it.

more vegetables right?

by the time college rolls around i'll be tall, blog. just WATCH.

but i suppose i wouldn't want to be looking waay older than my age. because that would emphasize growing up.

and besides, blog--being short and looking younger have nothing to do with each other. -_- or does it.

oh well. who cares about what people think. (:

so i was sitting in chinese class studying with esther because like everyone else, we wanted to get a really good grade on our final. especially for math. and then andrew and edwin come in and make us help them with their chinese.

and then andrew tries to look at my feet because he wanted to see how flat feet looked like so that he could compare it with normal feet. -_-

and then i couldn't study. *sob* if i get a bad grade on my precalc finals, it'll be andrew's fault. -_-

sylvester wore a mickey mouse sweater yesterday. :) but then he said everyone laughed at him so he won't wear it anymore.

p.s. i miss steph.

posted by ehkl. 12:01 AM

Finals Week

To test your knowledge
To judge your worth
To challenge your mind
To make you work

Throughout the day and into the night
Cramming and jamming all things in sight
Stay awake, keep up the fight
Never again will I be in this plight

I might pass if luck's a star
The end of the chapter is still very far
So many things to be forgotten very soon
Doomed all to fade before the beginning of June

Useless things reinforced
I look back with no remorse
Final exams to set final grade
All to see of what I am made.

--Stephanie Kwan

posted by ehkl. 11:34 AM

so yesterday chrisl says that marianna farted in front of him on friday.

and i didn't believe him so i asked marianna: marianna, did you fart in front of chrisl on friday?
marianna: no..no i didn't. oh wait..yes! he told me to fart so i just farted!

-_- i don't understand how she could just fart on the spot, blog.

well..maybe six-year-olds are capable of doing that.

jonathan preached yesterday, blog! his FIRST time. (: and he wore the pink shirt that we bought for him in hong kong.

he told us that he wore the pink shirt because steph said that on a scale of 1-10, 10 being the best--he was a 9.2 if he wore the pink shirt. instead of the maroon one.

lisa came to church, blog. (: she didn't tell us because she wanted to "surprise" us.

so after church i went to pat and oscars with chrisl, chrism, esther, kiley, andrew, jonathan, alice, sam, sarah and my siblings--except for abraham. -_- he had to stay at church because he had a leadership meeting for kids church. and we were kind of sad. because you knoe, we wanted all the kwans to be together.

so me, chrisl, chrism, christina, and marianna were in the car trying to find a parking space when we saw a black auders. i don't knoe how to spell it, blog. -_- oh well. it's the car that has four circles stuck together.

so the black auders was pulling out and almost hit our car. and i said: hey it's joe!

but i was just kidding. because he's the only person i knoe that has a black auders.

and chrisl argued and said it wasn't. but it WAS joe. (: i was RIGHT. i LIKE being right.

and we all pointed at him and laughed and then we drove away. then chrisl said that joe was a bad driver.

guess what blog! i got a mcdonalds flag yesterday!

timothy gave it to me. i think as my late christmas present? (: heh. ANOTHER late christmas present was nice. VERY nice.

he "stole" it from mcdonalds. haha oh well. i think they have a new flag now? but thanks timothy. :D

i hung it in my room since steph wouldn't let me hang it outside our house. she said people would think that we sell mcdonalds food and pull in our driveway.

-_- i don't think so. who would think an orange and green house is mcdonalds?

oh well. probably people that are color-blind would think so. hence, i reckon it's not wise to hang a mcdonalds flag in front of our house. and yes steph. you're correct. -_- smart steph.

i went to study yesterday with steph, darin, and abraham at starbucks yesterday. (: the old study days with steph.

on saturday when i went to study with steph and darin, we accidentally took someone else's drink. because it had someone else's name on it--kiana or something. @_@

and then we felt so guilty so steph made me pretend to be talking on the phone and walk outside with the person's drink and throw it away outside.

and then we felt better.

:ASIDJ. this weekend was all about studying. -_- *shriek* i'm already TIRED OF STUDYING, blog.

and NOW my mother is making me go to church to study. ALL BY MYSELF.

since no one goes to work on mondays at church i'm going to be alone. *sob* i'm going to be all by myself. all by myself. ALL BY MYSELF. studying like a loner. -_-

posted by ehkl. 10:56 AM

so i went to school for an hour today, blog. (:

first period only. because we had a test. and i wouldn't be able to make it up since next week is finals week. *shriek*

-_- none of the teachers did review. all they said was: don't start studying the night before.

and to study everything.

:AOISDJ:OAISJDA:SIDj.

well, this whole week was a week of broken resolutions. i broke like six of them, blog. ._.

especially the one about going to bed by eleven. -_- i didn't go to sleep yesterday, blog. in other words i pulled an all-nighter.

well actually i fell asleep for about seven minutes. (: i "timed" myself.

i think my head fell down on the table and i was too tired to lift it up. and so i closed my eyes. and fell asleep for seven minutes.

i forgot who i said it to, but i said i was going to pull an all-nighter on thursday night. and i was just kidding. but it DID happen. -_-

words have power. @_@

*shriek* so many things to do. TOO many things to do. -_-

don't think.

so for christmas i made towels for the guys with their names embroidered on it.

and now it's way after christmas. and wilso thanks me for his towel, blog.

haha a little late there, wilso? but that's okae. (: "it's all about the heart." *beat heart simulataneously*

tatdatassup: thanks for the towel
A sNrICE GAL: lol.
A sNrICE GAL: you're welcome
tatdatassup: nice printer cover
A sNrICE GAL: printer cover?
tatdatassup: yup
tatdatassup: i use the towel to cover my printer
A sNrICE GAL: nice.
A sNrICE GAL: hahaha
tatdatassup: well its nice tho
tatdatassup: its like there
tatdatassup: everytime i look at it
tatdatassup: it reminds me of wilso
A sNrICE GAL: -_- you ARE wilso.
A sNrICE GAL: so you like it rite @_@
A sNrICE GAL: i stayed up til 5 making those for you guys. (: so you'd BETTER LIKE IT
tatdatassup: i dont like it
tatdatassup: i LOVE it

so it's ONLY 10:30 and reube's tired already.

AzN cHiNk GuY (10:32:55 PM): heya evangeline!!
A sNrICE GAL (10:32:59 PM): heya reube!!
AzN cHiNk GuY (10:33:01 PM): just wanted to say hi
A sNrICE GAL (10:33:02 PM): AAASLDJKSADASD
AzN cHiNk GuY (10:33:04 PM): but its bedtime
AzN cHiNk GuY (10:33:09 PM): so now gonna say bye
AzN cHiNk GuY (10:34:44 PM): im soooo tireedd

-_- he sleeps SO EARLY, blog. him and spenroe. i called their house one time around nine-thirty and their mother said they were sleeping already. @_@ i wish i slept that early. -_-

ergh. they must be sleep overprived.

happy birthday andy. (: this is for not punching you this morning: *punch* *punch* *punch* *punch* *punch* *punch* *punch* *punch* *punch* *punch* *punch* *punch* *punch* *punch* *punch* *punch* *punch*

to jordan: juliana theory is playing at ucsd on february 27th.

posted by ehkl. 11:33 PM

happy birthday terry. (:

posted by ehkl. 11:09 PM

happy birthday abraham! (:

eleven years old now. :) well i see that you're growing into a VERY mature boy. *ahem* heh. -_- and you're growing up. BUT just because you're growing older doesn't mean you have to hitch onto girls. KEEP AWAY FROM THE GIRLS! @_@ girls are EVIL.

but apparently not. -_- there's always like five girls calling you anyway. @_@

haha but yes. thanks for being so smart and making me feel stupid. -_- but really--you're one of the smartest boys i've ever met. keep it up, ababe.

well i'm stuck with you at home so i'll be here if you need anything.

and always remember: i love you. (:

posted by ehkl. 4:29 PM

gabey thinks he's mature JUST because he's nineteen. -_- stupid boy.

posted by ehkl. 1:19 AM

SAtoHsHiMei: drew--i had a NIGHTMARE
undru17: what about
SAtoHsHiMei: i'll tell you tomoroe
undru17: and don't say "I dreamt I saw YOU!"

posted by ehkl. 1:09 AM

i was kind of sad today and yesterday and the whole week, blog.

but i remembered that chrisl said that whenever i'm sad, then i should look at the 14,000 things to be happy about calendar that he gave me for christmas.

here is today's things to be happy about:

-waking up in a luxury hotel
-magazine delivery day
-eating whipped cream with your fingers
-designing a boat
-a path of smooth stones

yay. sad time is over. (: time to be happy, blog.

i hate hate hate using crutches. @_@ especially on long stairways and in school.

and i was so tired today so i just stopped to catch my breath. and stood in the way of everyone else and created traffic. (: but most of them just walked on the other side so it was okae.

and i saw debbuah and esther waiting for me. and they laughed at me because i was so slow. -_-

i've decided that i'm not going to use my crutches tomorroe. even if it means that i'll be limping and hopping for the whole day.

posted by ehkl. 9:28 PM

it was four minutes before the bell was going to ring for fifth period because i remember looking at the clock and it said one forty-one.

and drew says: um..here this is your very late present.

and i said: present for what?

then he hands me a bag that i thought he put his lunch in.

and i was confused. because i didn't understand why he was giving me the remainder of his lunch.

or if it wasn't his lunch then why was he giving me a present?

but when i think about it--a present for no reason is koolio, blog. (:

then he said: christmas.

and i said: ohhhhhhh. okae thanks. because you knoe, christmas is a very long time over, blog. it was about three weeks ago. so i didn't think of christmas.

but that's okae. late christmas presents are fun. (: i like late christmas presents, blog.

he made me a card too, blog. (: i like home-made cards.

i remember we had to make cards for english and include a thoreau quote inside. and send it to someone. and debbuah and drew sent me theirs. (: [i CHANGED IT steph. -_-]

and i sent mine to steph. :) she said she was sad because all the mail she received was concerning about bills. and so i sent mine to her. and it weighed two stamps. because mine was a big card.

drew actually wrote a lot in card. i remember in eighth grade when everyone was signing yearbooks at the end of the year, i was signing his and i wrote one whole page while he only wrote a few sentences. -_- but that's okae, because like they say, it's the thought that counts.

and he gave me twenty-one tissues. all folded neatly in a box. because i was sick before break and always sniffing in class.

the first one said: hope these tissues are better than the ones that you already got.

then under the big stack of tissues, a pink index card was sticking up that said: pull pull pull. and so i pulled and a CD came out.

haha it was a plus one CD. (: they sound better in CD's than in concerts.

but thanks drew. :)

posted by ehkl. 9:17 PM

nobody ever said a man can't cry.

posted by ehkl. 8:48 PM

SAtoHsHiMei: how are you going to ask her?
bUstagIgI: hehe..
bUstagIgI: funny how?
SAtoHsHiMei: you knoe..
bUstagIgI: apparently not evan
bUstagIgI: tell me.. im curiosu
SAtoHsHiMei: -_- nevermind
bUstagIgI: no really..
bUstagIgI: explain
SAtoHsHiMei: ;oaisjd.
bUstagIgI: hehe
SAtoHsHiMei: okae you knoe how you went shopping with seong
SAtoHsHiMei: ;oaisj nevermind. are you just going to ask her or are you going to do something special in asking her
SAtoHsHiMei: there. (:
bUstagIgI: ohhh

yes timmy. that's what HOW means. @_@

posted by ehkl. 8:06 PM

so i was using crutches today at church because, you knoe, i needed them to walk.

and jordan and gabey kept saying i was faking it. @_@

erhg. what is there to fake anyway. it's dreadfully TIRING to walk with crutches, blog. -_- one leg to walk while there are two arms to hold onto the crutches which are the other "two legs" to help me walk. and now i'm sorer than when i had to do push-ups and leg lifts in track. @_@

and people kept taking my crutches because they said they wanted to play with them since "it's not everyday someone gets hurts and has to use crutches." -_-

and chrisl called me a one-legged woman but i'm not a woman--i'm a GIRL. *roar*

and wilbur called me a cripple.

-_- and i forgot--but someone called me clumsy too.

when we went to chilis on christmas eve, jordan took my ID card without me knowing it. he said he took it because he was mad at me for being wrong about roda viva costing seven dollars per person when it was thirteen. -_- but they thought it was twenty.

but yes. jordan took my ID and i thought i lost it because i wanted to show steph my ID during vacation but then i couldn't find it.

then i thought i left it at school in the media center. and security usually calls you up if you leave your ID card in the media center. but security never called me up. -_-

and i needed my ID card SO i went to security to see if they had my ID but they didn't. *sob* and i was like GREAT i have to go get a NEW ID card. but i didn't have five dollars with me because you have to pay five dollars for a new one.

and it's not even worth it, blog. just for a plastic laminated card. -_- while ayala and diamond bar get credit card material. @_@

well today carrie went up to me and said: here's your ID card

and i was like WHAT?! how come you have it?

then she said it got passed down to her from sharon. and sharon got it from chrism.

and i said who got it first and she said: jordan.

and i was even more surprised so i said: okae!

and i called jordan and yelled at him.

and yelled at him more after he came into church. -_-

shh. i'm going to steal his ID card next time, blog.

today terry passed out candies to people at church and kevin ate his candy and threw his trash at christina. and i said: WHAT! did you just throw something at my sister?

and he said: what are YOU going to do about it? RUN after me?

and he throws his wad of trash at my head. -_- and i couldn't run after him because my ankle was twisted. and i heard people laugh at me. and i felt SO indignified, blog. @_@

wilbur drew a happy face on my hand and then he wrote: hi! i'm _ _ _ _ _ _ _. and i couldn't rub it off my hand. and he showed joe and they laughed. -_-

*sob* i don't like getting laughed at.

what a sdlfikdjf day.

posted by ehkl. 5:16 PM

i received fourteen hugs today, blog. (:

nine from jessicawa, one from amanda, one from sunny, one from debbuah, one from sharon, and one from uncle. thanks you guys. (: especially jessicawa for the nine hugs. now i knoe i'm loved by at least six people.

i told myself not to hug anyone today. and i didn't. (: but i'll hug everyone next week.

-_- fourteen hugs for one day isn't much. but i reckon that's okae. @_@ since i received a hundred hugs in one day before. because i "once wished for a hundred hugs in one day."

except they were a hundred HERSHEY hugs. haha. but that's okae. because they're still hugs. remember blog? the ones from hiroshima [sherman].

we were talking about it today. i told him it wasn't a hundred hershey hugs in the jar because me and angela counted and it was more than a hundred. but he said it looked kind of empty on the top when there were a hundred hershey hugs so he filled it up to the top because you knoe, it looks more professional. (:

hiroshima. -_- i can't believe i thought hiroshima was sherman's name. -_- remember--i told you blog, i have hearing problems. ._.

so the first time i met sherman i shook his hand and said: heya. i'm evangeline. what's your name?

and i couldn't make out his name and so i said: what? for three times. -_- and i think he was about to get exasperated so i settled with "hiroshima" because the way he said it made it sound like hiroshima.

i thought it was kind of strange because what kind of name is hiroshima? and i thought it was the name of one of the islands that the japanese bombed. or one of the japanese islands that the americans bombed during world war II.

but nevertheless i thought his name was hiroshima. or some complicated name.

and so i kept calling him hiroshima until one day someone said: what?! hiroshima? his name is SHERMAN, evangeline. not hiroshima.

-_- and i felt kind of embarrassed, blog. because you knoe, sherman is an easy name. and i wasn't able to realize that.

but oh well. that's HISTORY. but yes. thanks again for the hundred "hugs," hiroshima--that was given on september twentieth, two thousand and two. *shriek* that was so long ago. about three months, blog. like they say, time passes by fast.

i think i told you that before, blog. but oh well. christina always says that i repeat my stories twice. -_-

but she does too. and one time she repeated her stories FOUR TIMES. but it was because she was around different people except i was with her all those four times. @_@

so uncle [dennis] brought me, christina, angela, abraham, and marianna home from church since my parents had a meeting at church. and then we were playing taboo.

and abraham and christina and uncle were on one team. and me and angela and marianna were against them. but since marianna didn't even play and kept time, it was technically me and angela playing, blog. us two against abraham, christina, and uncle. -_- and so they won. ._.

actually, me and angela lost UNFAIRLY. @_@ but with dignity of course.

marianna: what are dresses and shirts made out of?
angela: cloths, duh!
marianna: oh..i thought they were made out of fur.

posted by ehkl. 4:36 PM

H i rYu X 10 27: i dont like girls

posted by ehkl. 12:52 AM

after having people laughing at me and calling me LAME i find that it's not fun limping around at school with a twisted ankle. -_-

so it was eleven o' clock yesterday night and my mother said it was too late to fetch a pair of crutches. so i had to do without them for school today, blog. also because no one else had crutches stored away in their house for me to borrow. @_@

but i got crutches after school today. (: and i went to the doctor's and auntie helen inspected my ankle. and i saw her try really hard not to laugh when i told her how i twisted my ankle. -_- it's not a laughing matter.

drew lies sometimes. and he said i was very exasperating. but marvin tells the truth. so today in class i asked marvin if i was exasperating and he said: uhh. i don't knoe. because i don't knoe what exasperating means.

and i was like WHAT?! because you knoe, marvin got a 1560 on his SATs. -_- and he's a thousand times smarter than me. he's like MIT or harvard or stanford boy. and he doesn't even knoe what the word exasperate means. and i do. that's the word that i use almost all the time.

but you knoe, blog. maybe i'm just a little bit smarter than marvin...maybe.

just kidding, blog. of course i'm not smarter than him. ._. i don't think i'll ever be either.

but today my mother reminded me that everyone's smart and special in their own way so i guess i AM smarter than marvin after all. in a different way, that is.

*sob* i have so much to do, blog. and i feel so :AIOSJD:SOAIDJlksadj. -_- *shriek* i'm falling in the endless pit of work work work. jiu-ming jiu ming! @_@

posted by ehkl. 10:19 PM

downlight of the day: i twisted my ankle because i was running backwards, blog. -_-

so during track practice my coach tells us to skip for two hundred meters on the track, then turn around and run backwards for the other two hundred meters.

and i was skipping along for two hundred meters then i turned around and started running backwards. because you knoe, that's what my coach ordered us to do. and everything went totally fine for the first hundred meters except the track had two big ruts. and my foot got caught in it and i guess my ankle twisted as i fell. *sob* what a sad day.

and i screamed because i was falling. i don't like falling, blog. -_- and because i was running backwards i fell on my rear end. or i guess you could say butt. ._. and i couldn't get up. because i was in excruciating pain, blog. you don't understand. my foot was throbbing.

and i almost cried. but i didn't. because i bit my lip. and told myself not to cry. and to you knoe, "take it like a man."

but surprisingly in five minutes, the pain faded away. so i was up again because i thought everything was okae.

then our coach tells us to run around the track for ten minutes.

before we run someone says: hey coach, it's dangerous running backwards.
but then he said: running backwards isn't dangerous. well it was ONLY EVANGELINE who fell. it's normal. she falls even when she's running forward.

and everyone laughed. -_- and i felt sad, blog. and really really embarrassed.

so we start running. and after running about a mile my ankle starts hurting really bad. but everything was supposed to be okae so i kept running. but the pain increased. so i started limp running. and i hate sitting out but as i ran by, my coach called me a stupid "dingleling" and made me stop running. -_-

and so i sat on the grass and when drew ran by, he called me a lazy bum. ._.

well on a brighter note i didn't sprain my right foot again. because this time it was my left foot.

-_- but i don't like being injured, blog. it makes me feel like a weakling.

i told steph that i twisted my ankle and before i could tell her why she says: OH because of your flat feet?

-_- flat feet don't make people twist their ankles. well. at least i hope not.

i told my father that i ran a mile after i twisted my ankle and he scolded me for not "knowing my boundaries." -_- ergh. he always ALWAYS says that to me. about everything.

oh well. i guess i should start "knowing" my boundaries so he'll stop saying that to me and say: yes! congratulations! you know your boundaries! and you knoe, maybe shake my hand.

and of course, give me a hug like he always does.

my father is one of the people who always gives me hugs. at least one hug per day too. (:

i would hug you blog. but you're stuck in the computer. -_- i'm sorrie. maybe one day, you'll be free.

-_- it's extremely laborious crawling up the stairs. and hopping on one foot. and limping. and dragging my left foot around. my mother says it's too late to get crutches.

and she said: okae, do you have any friends who got hurt and has to use crutches? and i said yes.
and she said: good! ask them if you could borrow their crutches.

but i can't because THEY need their crutches. and no one owns a pair of crutches. -_-

but then later she says: oh i knoe! i'll carry you around school like this! and she suddenly picks me up. and i was scared to death. because it was so sudden. then i was afraid i was going to break her back. so i made her put me down. but don't worry, blog. i didn't break her back. anyway, she picked me up again. and swung me around.

(: i haven't been carried for the longest time. the last time was probably during the summer retreat when we had to go over the a whole bunch of ropes without touching it. i remember jonathan and everyone else dropped me on the other side. and i fell with a thump. -_- i could've died.

so i was hopping into the kitchen and christina laughs and said that i look like a retard. -_-

today i tried not to:
a. laugh
b. sneeze
c. cough
d. lay down

..but *dun dun dun* i did. -_-

but forreal, blog. i tried EXTRA really hard not to.

but today everyone just said so many funny things. and because you laugh when something is funny, i laughed. and then the wind was blowing around so i sneezed seven times. and i had to clear my throat. so i HAD to cough. because simply doing "ahem" with my throat was not enough to clear my throat. and i was dreadfully tired today so i laid down on the bed. to take a nap. and when i did all these things it hurt SO BAD.

because my abs were SORE. very sore. @_@ today, yesterday and yesterday yesterday our coach made us do a million leg lifts and other "abdominal exercises." and every time i laugh, sneeze or cough or lay down my abs start hurting horribly, blog. -_-

(note: steph--i changed abdomenal to abdominal. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW. -_- and the word abdomenal WAS spelled correctly according to microsoft word. yesterday, that is. but now it's not. i could see that it has those red squiggly lines under it. -_- ergh. i hate spelling things wrong. *shriek*)

and also yesterday we headed off to the weight room and we had to do push-ups. and now my arms are aching. so i'm hurting everywhere.

don't worry, blog. i'm not complaining. i'm just merely explaining why i'm paining. maybe you'll understand.

marianna thinks that it’s unfair that God is smarter than her. according to my mother, she and my mom were discussing it in the car on the way home.

and they came home and marianna kept saying: it's not fair. I WANT to be smarter than God. why is God smarter than me?

and i replied: but marianna, I'M smarter than you.
and she said: well, you're not a lot a lot smarter than me. so that's okae.

-_- what is THAT supposed to mean?

because i haven't read steph's blog in a while me, angela, and christina were reading it today. and she mentioned how her professor was writing really tiny.

so i said to angela and christina: yea, i don't like it when my teachers write small either. i can't ever see anything.

and angela responded: well, last year i had a small teacher. and i liked her. or something of the sort.

and me and christina exchanged puzzled glances. haha. i guess angela thought me and steph were talking about small teachers. :D

so abraham has a birthday party this saturday. it's also his friends' birthday party. because they want to celebrate it together. and I was invited to this birthday party by abraham's friends--and it's going to be at my house. *sob* i'm not even invited by my OWN brother.

-_- oh well. i don't need to be invited.

i'm supposed to be the "overseer" of the party anyway. and watch the kids. and hand out little presents and direct the games. (:

you're smart, blog. so i decided that i didn't need to teach you subtraction. or the other basic math. because after learning addition, you starting knowing everything already.

so since you're so smart, what does this word mean: epochal.

it keeps appearing everywhere in my us history book. -_-

when i was small, my mother always made me underline words that i didn't knoe in the book i was reading and look it up in the dictionary. and i didn't like it. because it was such a hassle.

and now i don't want to look this word up the dictionary. -_- but if i do, i'll become a little bit smarter because you knoe, i'll be learning a NEW word. it's an e-word too.

okae, blog. i got it. (: epochal means: highly significant, or important. heh. and it's an adjective.

to stupid steph and dumb darin: EPOCHAL evangeline. (:

posted by ehkl. 11:00 PM

oh yea, blog.

the REAL resolutions keeping is starting THIS WEEK.

posted by ehkl. 10:33 PM

so i put the batteries inside of the furby to make joe happy because i think he was kind of sad that i left the furby unopened inside of its box a week after christmas.

and now the furby keeps talking. in its furbish language. and the instructions says to clap three times for it to stop talking and making noises but it keeps saying: doo doo doo or brrrring. rrrrrrrr. or something of the sort. -_- *shriek*

and i was scared to put it in the room i was sleeping in because reube says that it'll just start talking in the middle of the night. so i left it downstairs. and i guess it made its noises there without disturbing anyone.

and now my whole family is annoyed by the furby. but they WERE fascinated by it at first. you knoe how it is, blog. a talking toy.

steph was so annoyed at it yesterday she yelled: shut up!

and it did. (:

but only for a while.

joe says that he gave me the furby so that i could talk to it when he's not there for me or to listen to me. but i can't even talk to the furby because IT'S the one that talks. -_- and I'M the one who listens to it.

and the furby has a name. the instructor's manual said so. the furby is supposed to tell me. but apparently, it HASN't told me its name yet. ergh. i am so exasperated. >_<

i brought the furby to church today to give it to joe so he can live with it for one week and teach it how to talk. and to see how it is--living with a furby. @_@ but i didn't even get to talk to him today, blog. ._. and now that school is starting, he'll be too busy to speak to me. *sob* and i barely talked to him over break. -_-

and i read tye's profile: just give me one more week of break please. poor webb boys. i guess they do deserve more break than any of us public school kids.

and as wilso says:

tatdatassup: schools back
tatdatassup: no way

yea. i distinctly remember being so happy because i remembered that there was no school the next day. but that was last week. -_-

i guess our breaks are never going to be enough. ._. and the next long vacation is spring break. and then steph said today that after spring break we'll have to wait real long until the next long break: summer. then after that we'll be looking foward to christmas vacation again.

and now everyone's away message is related to studying. or school.

oh well. at least i'll be getting smarter--unlike you, blog. because you're stuck in the computer at all times. but that's okae. some of the stuff in here is kind of educational.

here let's teach you some basic math. 1+1=2

and i shall teach you subtraction tomorroe.

posted by ehkl. 10:33 PM

JTAI85 (9:05:53 PM): hey fred, how come you never cry?
JTAI85 (9:06:16 PM): as i look at your blog..it always says, "i almost cried"
JTAI85 (9:06:57 PM): next time you can cry for me.
JTAI85 (9:07:09 PM): thatd be interesting to see you pull off
JTAI85 (9:07:10 PM): haha

[he calls me fred because when i first met him i told him my name was fred. and he was stupid enough to believe it. (:]

A sNrICE GAL (8:54:26 PM): it's probably because you ARE a girl
A sNrICE GAL (8:54:27 PM): *GASP*
the WoNgstA (8:54:41 PM): nope nope
A sNrICE GAL (8:54:44 PM): and you were like plucking your eyebrows today
the WoNgstA (8:54:47 PM): LOL
the WoNgstA (8:54:49 PM): damn u got me
A sNrICE GAL (8:54:50 PM): and looking at the mirror like some girl
A sNrICE GAL (8:54:51 PM): hahahaha
A sNrICE GAL (8:54:54 PM): you bet
the WoNgstA (8:56:02 PM): lolz

posted by ehkl. 10:23 PM

*sob* steph's packing away to san diego. because she's leaving tomorroe after church. -_- stupid school. stupid stupid stupid stupid school. or i should say universities. @_@

she said she's so depressed because she's packing all alone. so we're all helping her pack because you knoe, the more the merrier. (:

._. we'll miss you steph. but mother says we'll come visit you in san diego when it's george washington's birthday. because we don't have school that day. or maybe you could come back like you always do, every other week. but i guess we'll be studying for finals then. -_- again, STUPID school.

well, it's never goodbye. (: it's *see you later, alligator, in a while crocodile--SEE YOU SOON!* always remember, we love you.

--from your fellow kwanster siblings. (:

posted by ehkl. 12:51 AM

note: stups doesn't mean stupid.

posted by ehkl. 11:04 PM

SAtoHsHiMei: i just feel so a;sodijsdijasd
Bu Stag iGi: y?
Bu Stag iGi: dont feel that..
SAtoHsHiMei: i don't knoe. i can't help it.
Bu Stag iGi: i thot one of ur new year resolutions is not to feel that way
SAtoHsHiMei: it is?
Bu Stag iGi: i think.. well it shud be evan
SAtoHsHiMei: -_- FINE. okae. i guess it is. now.

haha i guess i "forgot" this resolution, blog. or it's a new resolution. recommended by timmy, that is.

resolution number twenty-three: to not feel asd;asidj.

ergh. i'm afraid i'm breaking this resolution as well, blog. @_@ but we'll see about later.

they say it's pointless to make resolutions. but i'm going to try to keep them--with your help of course, blog. (:

posted by ehkl. 6:41 PM

so today i was SUPPOSED to go to driver's training. except i didn't have my permit. not yet.

i was so crushed, blog. you don't understand. i almost cried. ._.

yesterday i remember i was excitedly telling wilbur how i was going to have driver's training. then he disdainfully tells me that i can't go for driver's training because i don't have my permit.

-_- but i thought he was wrong because the appointment was already set up, and i thought my instructor---christina kuo's uncle--knew that i didn't have my permit yet.

so i thought that i was right and that everything was okae. and that i was going to drive the next day. or learn to drive. even though i knoe how to, blog.

then at night when we got home my mother asked me how i was going to take the class. and i said: well DRIVE of course!

and she went all crazy on me and said: WHAT?! DRIVE?! NONONONO. you can't drive! you don't even have your permit! HOW COULD YOU DRIVE?! AIYAH! driving without your permit?! you don't even knoe how to drive! you want to die? or you want to get punished by the police and get a ticket?! we can't afford to get a ticket from the police. you can't drive tomorroe. i think your instructor is crazy. this is nonsense. you can't drive without a permit. this is common sense.

and i was speechless. so i said nothing.

and i felt overwhelmed. and i felt sad. but i kind of didn't believe her either. so i called up christina kuo. just to make sure, blog. because like they say, you never knoe.

then it ends up that my instructor thought i had my permit. so the appointment was canceled. and driver's training was thrown out the window. -_-

and as much as i hate to admit it my mother AND WILBUR were right. and i was wrong. *sob* ._. i hate being wrong, blog.

on a brighter note, i got my pink slip today, blog. (:

except it’s a blue piece of paper. so i’m not sure if it’s supposed to be called a blue slip. or pink slip. -_- because aren’t pink slips supposed to be pink?

well the one jerry gave me was pink. -_- and he didn’t tell me that i couldn’t reuse it. because his name was on it. and wilso too. -_- i remember wilso was supposed to give me his pink slip too because I baked him white chocolate chip cookies.

but it doesn’t matter anymore blog. because i can’t use it anyway. AND i have my own now. (:

a step closer to getting my license. (:

and now i could go get my permit anytime.

a lot of people said that the permit test is easy. and that it’s just common sense. but joe says i probably won’t pass because i don’t have any common sense. -_-

but we'll see about that.

i want to take my permit test tomoroe, blog. but steph says i can't. -_- she says i'm not ready. and dmv's not open on the weekends. and i'll be busy with school when school starts. and the semester will be closing to an end. so that means i'll be studying for finals.

so i guess the permit test will have to wait. *sob*

oh well. i must be content with having a pink slip for now.

i went to costco today, blog. yes. jordan's most favorite place in the world. (:

well it was the first time i went to costco this year. (: with almost my whole family too. except for my father. -_-

but that's okae. that's why there's always a next time.

we filled up two carts and everything amounted to four hundred fourteen dollars and thirty-two cents. -_- that's what we get for having a big family.

someone should get each one of us kwans a costco gift certificate. (:

oh yea..i must confess, blog. i broke two resolutions already. ._.

*shriek* this wasn't supposed to happen! you must help me, blog. OKAE!? good.

ergh. i'm breaking one now. @_@

steph cut mine and abraham's hair today, blog.

i was just sitting there and she just cut and cut and cut. and cut and cut.

-_- i lost so much hair. i think i might go bald now. or look like my father. *sob*

it's just that his hairstyle looks good on him. and not on me. not at all.

posted by ehkl. 11:06 PM

christina's pinning her bugs now. *shudder*

i remember i was doing the same thing two years ago. for bio.

-_- i think wilson and troy are the only schools that are still actively collecting bugs for bio. @_@

there's no point in catching bugs, blog. and memorizing their order, family and common name. -_-

it's not like it's going to help us in the future. and it's not like we're going to remember it for the rest of our lives. i still remember a walking stick's family is gerridae or something. (: but that's because i call gerald, gerridae. because he kind of looks like a walking stick. (:

but oh well. and christina needs bugs.

so if you see any bugs, please catch them and give them to christina for her bio bug collection. thank you. (:

posted by ehkl. 5:09 PM

happy new year blog. (:

which means a new list of resolutions.

but my list is always too long and idealistic. and i end up keeping less than half of them. -_- but that's okae, blog. because this year i have you to keep me accountable. :D and i also shortened my list. and they're much more reasonable.

so this year i'll

-be on time for class, track practice, church--or everything
-go to bed by 11 PM
-go to crosscountry/track practice everyday (no ditching)
-do something nice for two people weekly
-care for a family member weekly
-to grow at least two inches
-online/phone after i finish homework
-finish learning how to play guitar
-play the drums better
-get my permit by February
-drive and get my liscense by August
-not get a ticket or in an accident
-run a mile under 6:40
-get straight A's and stay on district scholar
-not exasperate anyone (especially jordan)
-work by the time school ends
-drive to sd to visit steph
-not run around so much
-be more decisive
-cook dinner for my family every other week
-not procrastinate on homework
-and lastly, to not be stupid so everyone would stop calling me stupid. and telling me to be quiet "in a harsh way" or in other words: shut up.

yes. so i hope i keep ALL my resolutions this year. (:

if i don't, it'll be ALL YOUR FAULT, blog. @_@

posted by ehkl. 4:52 PM

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