smile for me. (:

i missed my blog ._.

i’ve neglected it for A WEEK. -_- i might as well not have a blog at all.

but i must. encourage me guys!

o_o <- look! that’s a new face i learned :) but >_< <-this one will always be the bestest.

i just finished doing the laundry.
i usually like doing it. but todae i knocked down all the underwear and socks and they inevitably fell the floor. somehow i didn’t see the rope and my head clashed into it.

argh. -_- now my whole family will have to wear dirty socks and underwear.

oh well. we’ll suffer it together.

on friday, there was a scavenger hunt for all the cell groups at puente hills malls but the diamond bar group refused to hang out with us because they’re too good for us ._. i felt rejected.

half the walnut group came though. walnut group rocks!

but the hacienda heights group is the bestest :) i love you guys.

anyhow, we met up in front of the amc box and divided into groups. jonathan didn’t play though. he thought it wouldn’t be fair if he did. so he brought himself a smoothie from orange julius and sat all by himself. -_-

me, christina [my sister], christina hsu, mimi, and carrie were in the same group. my group is so koolio. and yes, we ended up winning. ^_^

later on, jonathan asked us what we learned.

i learned that i shouldn’t judge people by their outside appearances.

i tend to do that... that’s why i’m so scared to say hi to some people. ._.

when i meet new people i get all nervous because i’m afraid of them—afraid that they’ll look down on me and think that i’m some stupid little girl.

oh well. a lot of people including chrisl think i’m a stupid little girl anyway >_<

i think i got sick ._. my voice sounds raspy and my nose is stuffed. and i have to cough. a;osidjaisdjasidj oh well. it’s not everyday that i get to be sick.

yesterday was steph’s birthday. wow. nineteen years old. my sister is all grown up now!

i remember the time when she was born—nineteen years ago, my parents were so excited because she was their first child. she was so small and was sooo cute! they were so proud of her as she was growing up...

but alas, she is now nineteen years old—the last year being a teenager. my my my, time sure flies.

._. i’m so sad. she’s going to leave us soon—to live on her own and get married and all those adult things. one less kwan. *sob* i’m going to miss her so much.

and when she goes back to college, i hope she’ll come back every other week like last year.

my friend said that he had a cousin who came back home from college every week freshmen year. and sophomore year every month. and junior year, only came back on holidays. and i bet senior year the cousin never went home.

ahhhhhhh. i hope steph doesnt do that. -_-

*annoucement: evangeline will be driving SOON.

i knoe. i’ll drive to pick up steph from sd every other week. yes. that is what i will do.

we got cable. :) now we could go online without complaints from other people about us not picking up the phone.

and the computer is so fast :) wow. so amazing.

._. i feel bad because the ‘happy birthday steph’ on my blog is late.... but i was the first person to say happy birthday to her—IN PERSON. haha. beat you chrisl!

here, i freestyled for you steph ..even if it’s not real freestyling. i forgot what it is. >_<

happy birthday ching ching
i knoe you’re not a king
but we all love you
because you’re not a fu.
you’re a kwan
but you’re soon to be gone
don’t worry, you still have a lot of fans
but that’s if you don’t become a chan
thanks steph for being a koolio sister
we love you—from the kwansters :)

ack. us kwans are leaving for palm springs tommoroe and we’ll stay there til saturday then come back for church then go back there.
then we’re leaving for hong kong on monday. -_- so hectic.

wilso, kevin and renee are getting baptized this sunday :) i’m so proud of them.

anyhow, time to pack. i’ll miss you guys. -_-